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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/0VLS-P9m0BM">https://youtu.be/0VLS-P9m0BM</a><br/>
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<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:58 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/O3EW954g9r4" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/O3EW954g9r4</a><br/>
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<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:48 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/wqVsfGQ_1SU" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/wqVsfGQ_1SU</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:33 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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<p>Alright, goddammit! Here is some more Truth, if you believe
in my message. If you can handle it, it's Big. <br/>
</p>
<p>PROOF OF THE TRUTH OF THE PROPHESIES OF THE BIBLE!</p>
<p>Hang on...</p>
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<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/3GLf-VT4wbY" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/3GLf-VT4wbY</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/a-mAK3uB2_0" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/a-mAK3uB2_0</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/8c8_DEtMUOM" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/8c8_DEtMUOM</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:23 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/q7p-ihYOG5s" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/q7p-ihYOG5s</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:16 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/goeZZ4KFXTY" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/goeZZ4KFXTY</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:07 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p>I haven't heard from sparky, recently. Has
anyone?<br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:03 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
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<p>Gotta meditate to this entire run! It's deep.<br/>
<br/>
<a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:50 AM,
Robert Withers via Squeak-dev wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta</a></p>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:39
AM, Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
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<p>Play a bit of these spicy beats! The
music helps me to express what is on the
inside.<br/>
</p>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:26
AM, Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text
Jer-30-17">For I will restore health
unto thee, and I will heal thee of
thy wounds, saith the <span style="font-variant: small-caps" class="small-caps">Lord</span>;
because they called thee an Outcast,
saying, This is Zion, whom no man
seeketh after.</span></i></p>
<p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text
Jer-30-17"><b>Jeremiah 30:17</b><br/>
</span></i></p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20
2:22 AM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev
wrote:<br/>
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<p>Thank you for reaching out in this
manner on these issues. Though be ye
not concerned for my health, Ron, I am
in a good place. The sobbing really
helps a LOT! And I was brought to that
tonight after screaming! And
discussing a couple of my many suicide
attempts. And realizing the effect my
not finding a home with Squeak had
affected me over 20 years. It hurts! I
sob. All is well; God is Good. The
Truth heals. All praise to the Most
High!</p>
<p>Kindly,<br/>
Rob<br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20
2:16 AM, Ron Teitelbaum wrote:<br/>
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<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Rob,</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">You have
been in this place before. Is
there someone you can talk to for
help? Do you have a connection to
someone that is working with you
on your issues? Would you
consider calling them now?</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I've seen
you here before. I've seen you
doing much better. You should be
good to yourself and get help now
to move into calmer water and get
on a more even keel. A better
future includes protecting
yourself, being nice to yourself,
and making sure you get help when
you need it.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Don't wait
until later. I really recommend
you do it now.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Ron</div>
</div>
<br/>
<div class="gmail_quote">
<div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On
Fri, Oct 2, 2020 at 1:50 AM Robert
Withers <<a href="mailto:robert.withers@pm.me" moz-do-not-send="true">robert.withers@pm.me</a>>
wrote:<br/>
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<div>
<h2><small>"And would not
encourage the feeding of the
indigent!"</small></h2>
<div>On 10/2/20 12:21 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite"> The
Hellfire and its occupants,
not my problem. I pay no
attention. Burn.<br/>
<p>I "Will be in a life of
bliss, In a Garden on high.
The Fruits whereof"...</p>
<hr width="100%" size="2"/>
<h1 align="center"><small>Al
Haqqah (69)</small></h1>
<blockquote>
<blockquote>
<h2 align="center"><small>[The
Sure Reality!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>What
is the Sure Reality?</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
what will make thee
realise what the Sure
Reality is?</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>The
Thamud and the 'Ad
People (branded) as
false the Stunning
Calamity!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>But
the Thamud,- they were
destroyed by a
terrible Storm of
thunder and lightning!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the 'Ad, they were
destroyed by a furious
Wind, exceedingly
violent;</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>He
made it rage against
them seven nights and
eight days in
succession: so that
thou couldst see the
(whole) people lying
prostrate in its
(path), as they had
been roots of hollow
palm-trees tumbled
down!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>Then
seest thou any of them
left surviving?</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
Pharaoh, and those
before him, and the
Cities Overthrown,
committed habitual
Sin.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
disobeyed (each) the
messenger of their
Lord; so He punished
them with an abundant
Penalty.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>We,
when the water (of
Noah's Flood)
overflowed beyond its
limits, carried you
(mankind), in the
floating (Ark),</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>That
We might make it a
Message unto you, and
that ears (that should
hear the tale and)
retain its memory
should bear its
(lessons) in
remembrance.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>Then,
when one blast is
sounded on the
Trumpet,</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the earth is moved,
and its mountains, and
they are crushed to
powder at one stroke,-</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>On
that Day shall the
(Great) Event come to
pass.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the sky will be rent
asunder, for it will
that Day be flimsy,</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the angels will be on
its sides, and eight
will, that Day, bear
the Throne of thy Lord
above them.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>That
Day shall ye be
brought to Judgment:
not an act of yours
that ye hide will be
hidden.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>Then
he that will be given
his Record in his
right hand will say:
"Ah here! Read ye my
Record!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>"I
did really understand
that my Account would
(One Day) reach me!"</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
he will be in a life
of Bliss,</small></h2>
<div name="verse:69:22" align="center">
<div>
<div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113644">
<h2><small>In a
Garden on high,</small></h2>
</div>
</div>
</div>
<div name="verse:69:23" align="center">
<div>
<div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113645">
<h2><small>The
Fruits whereof
(will hang in
bunches) low and
near.</small></h2>
</div>
</div>
</div>
<div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113646" align="center">
<h2><small>"Eat ye and
drink ye, with full
satisfaction;
because of the
(good) that ye sent
before you, in the
days that are gone!"</small></h2>
<h2><small>And he that
will be given his
Record in his left
hand, will say: "Ah!
Would that my Record
had not been given
to me!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"And that I
had never realised
how my account
(stood)!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Ah! Would
that (Death) had
made an end of me!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Of no profit
to me has been my
wealth!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"My power has
perished from
me!"...</small></h2>
<h2><small>(The stern
command will say):
"Seize ye him, and
bind ye him,</small></h2>
<h2><small>"And burn ye
him in the Blazing
Fire.</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Further,
make him march in a
chain, whereof the
length is seventy
cubits!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"This was he
that would not
believe in Allah
Most High.</small></h2>
<h2><small>"And would
not encourage the
feeding of the
indigent!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"So no friend
hath he here this
Day.</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Nor hath he
any food except the
corruption from the
washing of wounds,</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Which none
do eat but those in
sin."</small></h2>
<h2><small>So I do call
to witness what ye
see,</small></h2>
<h2><small>And what ye
see not,</small></h2>
<h2><small>That this is
verily the word of
an honoured
messenger;</small></h2>
<h2><small>It is not the
word of a poet:
little it is ye
believe!</small></h2>
<h2><small>Nor is it the
word of a
soothsayer: little
admonition it is ye
receive.</small></h2>
<h2><small>(This is) a
Message sent down
from the Lord of the
Worlds.</small></h2>
<h2><small>And if the
messenger were to
invent any sayings
in Our name,</small></h2>
<h2><small>We should
certainly seize him
by his right hand,</small></h2>
<h2><small>And We should
certainly then cut
off the artery of
his heart:</small></h2>
<h2><small>Nor could any
of you withhold him
(from Our wrath).</small></h2>
<h2><small>But verily
this is a Message
for the
Allah-fearing.</small></h2>
<h2><small>And We
certainly know that
there are amongst
you those that
reject (it).</small></h2>
<h2><small>But truly
(Revelation) is a
cause of sorrow for
the Unbelievers.</small></h2>
<h2><small>But verily it
is Truth of assured
certainty.</small></h2>
<h2><small>So glorify
the name of thy Lord
Most High.</small></h2>
<h2><small>] - Quran
69:1-52<br/>
</small></h2>
</div>
</blockquote>
</blockquote>
<p>---<br/>
</p>
<p>Slosher<br/>
Oriental, NC<br/>
</p>
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<br/>
<div>On 10/1/20 11:36 PM,
Ron Teitelbaum wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite">
<div dir="ltr">
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Hi Rob,</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I'm so sorry you felt that way. I know you have
had major issues,
you have said the
same yourself. I'm
always happy to see
you come back even
after long
absences. You are a
brilliant coder and
it has been my
distinct pleasure to
work with you on
Cryptography! Thank
you for all you have
done and indeed you
are responsible for
adding significant
value to Squeak and
the community. </div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">We all work on code and it's easy to work your
ass off on something
to make it work and
forget where it
originated. We all
contribute in large
and small ways to
everything. If you
started VMMaker
thank you! It is
definitely something
a lot of us use. I
remember learning
all about it a long
long time ago before
I realized that
while I could
understand it and I
could use it, the
people that work on
the VM are a level
higher than me. I
just make apps!</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I remember getting in an argument with Andreas
about adding methods
to collection. "WE
DON"T NEED more
methods in
Collection we need
to remove most of
them and make it
easier!" I argued
with him about the
value over and over
but he insisted that
they just didn't add
enough value. I
could have been put
off. I could have
assumed that Andreas
didn't like me but I
would have been very
wrong! I was really
honored to get the
chance to work with
him and we became
great friends. Of
course I added my
methods to the code
we were working on
together and was so
thrilled when he
used my methods for
his own code.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">I
don't know what
happened with
VMMaker but again
thank you for
your participation
in it.. I wanted to
take a minute to
thank you for your
work and to let you
know it is my honor
to work with you
too! I hope that
you can come to
terms with your past
and that you get the
help you need for
your CPTSD. </div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">Everything
is possible, the
past is gone, but
the future is still
yours to shape. I
wish the past was
set in stone but
even that moves and
slips. I was
talking to my wife
about a party we
attended: "Remember
in 2000 we were at
the party and
counted down the new
year and someone hit
the breaker and
killed the lights!
We were all talking
about what would
happen in the year
2000, would
everything break!"
Great story except
that I hadn't met my
wife yet! The past
is only what we
remember but the
future is something
we have control
over. Peace, calm,
happyness, they are
all hard to come by
but they are
possible. I wish
you success in
finding what makes
your future better.</div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">I'm
sorry about the bad
things that have
happened to you in
the past. As far as
I'm concerned, you
are welcomed here! </div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">All
the best,</div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">Ron
Teitelbaum </div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
</div>
<br/>
<div class="gmail_quote">
<div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On
Thu, Oct 1, 2020 at
10:38 PM Robert
Withers via
Squeak-dev <<a href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org</a>>
wrote:<br/>
</div>
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<div>
<p>:sob::sob::sob:<br/>
</p>
<div>On 10/1/20
10:34 PM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite">
<p>I wrote to
the #general
Squeak Slack
channel:</p>
<blockquote>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">What
a complete
larcenous
bastard. 20
years ago,
this month,
published it
as his own
work. And been
against me
ever since. My
CPTSD (100%
veteran
service-connected)
comes with an
exquisitely
sensitive
deception
meter. There
are those who
shunned me and
ostracized me
and made me
feel MOST
UNWELCOME.
For 20 years.
My delusions
kick in and I
start
suspecting
back channel
communications
against me. My
love for
Squeak
conflicted
with what I
knew was
happening. but
I hung in
there and
worked on
Cryptography,
work with a
group of great
people and
that I am
satisfied with
its added
value to
Squeak. For 20
years I KNEW
people were
against me in
the community.
I cannot
describe how
negatively
this affected
me. My third
suicide
attempt, in
2007 I jumped
off the roof
of a 6 story
apartment
building and
broke my back
along with
many bones.
God did not
want me to
die, yet, so I
lived. This
deception and
ostracism is
most well
highlighted by
the taking
credit for my
work, without
attribution.
He is a
complete tool.
SHAME!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">I
do not know
the degree to
which he spoke
against me. I<span> </span></span><b style="box-sizing:inherit;color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial">imagine</b><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span> </span>it
was ever since
2000.
Delusions!
What is real?
I knew not. So
much torment!
AGONY! They do
not welcome
me! They are
trying to
chase me off!
Good grief,
Charlie Brown.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">Severely
exacerbated my
CPTSD! I kept
trying to kill
myself because
of it! I
thought I had
done something
egregiously
wrong.
Whatever it
was it had to
be my fault. I
was not
feeling the
love, even
from myself.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
</span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:</span></p>
<p><br/>
<span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">In
2017, 900
units of
insulin
brought my
blood glucose
below 40. I
almost
succeeded that
time.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
</span></span></p>
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<pre>The worst sort of person is one who takes the credit for the work of
another. Wouldn't you agree?
You may wish to hear John's judgement on the matter. He was right there
when it was first built.
If you are not humble you will be humiliated, and brought low.
rww
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<pre>That would be me; back in exobox days. Written along with the original VMMaker and intended to be an example of clean, tidy, morphic usage. I've no idea if anyone ever uses it now, since running it via scripting has proven more valuable.
tim
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"Wibble" said Pooh the stress beginning to show.
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