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<p>Even unto this day. I am the only one to have ever gotten the
*****SPAM***** from tim. He must really hate me right now. This
does not affect me in any way, that's his problem. Burn.<br/>
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wrote:<br/>
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<p>I am completely convinced that I was assassinated, with
prejudice, in 2000. I worked at Exobox, with John as my
fantastic, incredible mentor, the best, until November 2000 (I
think) when Exobox went away. My fault with the failing
networking code. :((( <br/>
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<p>I did the entire, completely functional VMMakerTool September,
into October of 2000. That means the timestamps were altered;
somebody added a year. Hmmm. Ask the Hon. John Sarkela. John
asked me to demonstrate the tool to tim. tim asked for my code.<br/>
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<p>I was assassinated.<br/>
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wrote:<br/>
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<p>I wrote to the #general Squeak Slack channel:</p>
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<p><span style="color: rgb(29, 28, 29); font-family:
Slack-Lato, appleLogo, sans-serif; font-size: 15px;
font-style: normal; font-variant-ligatures:
common-ligatures; font-variant-caps: normal;
font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2;
text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform:
none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;
-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color:
rgb(255, 255, 255); text-decoration-style: initial;
text-decoration-color: initial; display: inline
!important; float: none;">What a complete larcenous
bastard. 20 years ago, this month, published it as his
own work. And been against me ever since. My CPTSD (100%
veteran service-connected) comes with an exquisitely
sensitive deception meter. There are those who shunned
me and ostracized me and made me feel MOST UNWELCOME.
For 20 years. My delusions kick in and I start
suspecting back channel communications against me. My
love for Squeak conflicted with what I knew was
happening. but I hung in there and worked on
Cryptography, work with a group of great people and that
I am satisfied with its added value to Squeak. For 20
years I KNEW people were against me in the community. I
cannot describe how negatively this affected me. My
third suicide attempt, in 2007 I jumped off the roof of
a 6 story apartment building and broke my back along
with many bones. God did not want me to die, yet, so I
lived. This deception and ostracism is most well
highlighted by the taking credit for my work, without
attribution. He is a complete tool. SHAME!</span></p>
<p><span style="color: rgb(29, 28, 29); font-family:
Slack-Lato, appleLogo, sans-serif; font-size: 15px;
font-style: normal; font-variant-ligatures:
common-ligatures; font-variant-caps: normal;
font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2;
text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform:
none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;
-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color:
rgb(255, 255, 255); text-decoration-style: initial;
text-decoration-color: initial; display: inline
!important; float: none;"><span style="color: rgb(29,
28, 29); font-family: Slack-Lato, appleLogo,
sans-serif; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal;
font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures;
font-variant-caps: normal; font-weight: 400;
letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: left;
text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space:
normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;
-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color:
rgb(255, 255, 255); text-decoration-style: initial;
text-decoration-color: initial; display: inline
!important; float: none;">I do not know the degree to
which he spoke against me. I<span> </span></span><b data-stringify-type="bold" style="box-sizing: inherit;
color: rgb(29, 28, 29); font-family: Slack-Lato,
appleLogo, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; font-style:
normal; font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures;
font-variant-caps: normal; letter-spacing: normal;
orphans: 2; text-align: left; text-indent: 0px;
text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2;
word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px;
background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);
text-decoration-style: initial; text-decoration-color:
initial;">imagine</b><span style="color: rgb(29, 28,
29); font-family: Slack-Lato, appleLogo, sans-serif;
font-size: 15px; font-style: normal;
font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures;
font-variant-caps: normal; font-weight: 400;
letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: left;
text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space:
normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;
-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color:
rgb(255, 255, 255); text-decoration-style: initial;
text-decoration-color: initial; display: inline
!important; float: none;"><span> </span>it was ever
since 2000. Delusions! What is real? I knew not. So
much torment! AGONY! They do not welcome me! They are
trying to chase me off! Good grief, Charlie Brown.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="color: rgb(29, 28, 29); font-family:
Slack-Lato, appleLogo, sans-serif; font-size: 15px;
font-style: normal; font-variant-ligatures:
common-ligatures; font-variant-caps: normal;
font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2;
text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform:
none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;
-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color:
rgb(255, 255, 255); text-decoration-style: initial;
text-decoration-color: initial; display: inline
!important; float: none;">Severely exacerbated my CPTSD!
I kept trying to kill myself because of it! I thought I
had done something egregiously wrong. Whatever it was it
had to be my fault. I was not feeling the love, even
from myself.</span></p>
<p><span style="color: rgb(29, 28, 29); font-family:
Slack-Lato, appleLogo, sans-serif; font-size: 15px;
font-style: normal; font-variant-ligatures:
common-ligatures; font-variant-caps: normal;
font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2;
text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform:
none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;
-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color:
rgb(255, 255, 255); text-decoration-style: initial;
text-decoration-color: initial; display: inline
!important; float: none;">:scream:<br/>
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<p><span style="color: rgb(29, 28, 29); font-family:
Slack-Lato, appleLogo, sans-serif; font-size: 15px;
font-style: normal; font-variant-ligatures:
common-ligatures; font-variant-caps: normal;
font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2;
text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform:
none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;
-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color:
rgb(255, 255, 255); text-decoration-style: initial;
text-decoration-color: initial; display: inline
!important; float: none;">:scream:</span></p>
<p><br/>
<span style="color: rgb(29, 28, 29); font-family:
Slack-Lato, appleLogo, sans-serif; font-size: 15px;
font-style: normal; font-variant-ligatures:
common-ligatures; font-variant-caps: normal;
font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2;
text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform:
none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;
-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color:
rgb(255, 255, 255); text-decoration-style: initial;
text-decoration-color: initial; display: inline
!important; float: none;"><span style="color: rgb(29,
28, 29); font-family: Slack-Lato, appleLogo,
sans-serif; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal;
font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures;
font-variant-caps: normal; font-weight: 400;
letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: left;
text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space:
normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;
-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color:
rgb(255, 255, 255); text-decoration-style: initial;
text-decoration-color: initial; display: inline
!important; float: none;">In 2017, 900 units of
insulin brought my blood glucose below 40. I almost
succeeded that time.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="color: rgb(29, 28, 29); font-family:
Slack-Lato, appleLogo, sans-serif; font-size: 15px;
font-style: normal; font-variant-ligatures:
common-ligatures; font-variant-caps: normal;
font-weight: 400; letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2;
text-align: left; text-indent: 0px; text-transform:
none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;
-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color:
rgb(255, 255, 255); text-decoration-style: initial;
text-decoration-color: initial; display: inline
!important; float: none;"><span style="color: rgb(29,
28, 29); font-family: Slack-Lato, appleLogo,
sans-serif; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal;
font-variant-ligatures: common-ligatures;
font-variant-caps: normal; font-weight: 400;
letter-spacing: normal; orphans: 2; text-align: left;
text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space:
normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;
-webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color:
rgb(255, 255, 255); text-decoration-style: initial;
text-decoration-color: initial; display: inline
!important; float: none;">:scream:<br/>
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<p>rww<br/>
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Withers wrote:<br/>
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<pre class="moz-quote-pre" wrap="">The worst sort of person is one who takes the credit for the work of
another. Wouldn't you agree?
You may wish to hear John's judgement on the matter. He was right there
when it was first built.
If you are not humble you will be humiliated, and brought low.
rww
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<pre class="moz-quote-pre" wrap="">On 2020-10-01, at 4:57 PM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev <a class="moz-txt-link-rfc2396E" href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" moz-do-not-send="true"><squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org></a> wrote:
I am curious. Who was the original author of the VMMaker Tool?
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<pre class="moz-quote-pre" wrap="">That would be me; back in exobox days. Written along with the original VMMaker and intended to be an example of clean, tidy, morphic usage. I've no idea if anyone ever uses it now, since running it via scripting has proven more valuable.
tim
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tim Rowledge; <a class="moz-txt-link-abbreviated" href="mailto:tim@rowledge.org" moz-do-not-send="true">tim@rowledge.org</a>; <a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="http://www.rowledge.org/tim" moz-do-not-send="true">http://www.rowledge.org/tim</a>
"Wibble" said Pooh the stress beginning to show.
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