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<p>I wrote to the #general Squeak Slack channel:</p>
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float: none;">What a complete larcenous bastard. 20 years ago,
this month, published it as his own work. And been against me
ever since. My CPTSD (100% veteran service-connected) comes
with an exquisitely sensitive deception meter. There are those
who shunned me and ostracized me and made me feel MOST
UNWELCOME. For 20 years. My delusions kick in and I start
suspecting back channel communications against me. My love for
Squeak conflicted with what I knew was happening. but I hung
in there and worked on Cryptography, work with a group of
great people and that I am satisfied with its added value to
Squeak. For 20 years I KNEW people were against me in the
community. I cannot describe how negatively this affected me.
My third suicide attempt, in 2007 I jumped off the roof of a 6
story apartment building and broke my back along with many
bones. God did not want me to die, yet, so I lived. This
deception and ostracism is most well highlighted by the taking
credit for my work, without attribution. He is a complete
tool. SHAME!</span></p>
<p><span style="color: rgb(29, 28, 29); font-family: Slack-Lato,
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font-family: Slack-Lato, appleLogo, sans-serif; font-size:
15px; font-style: normal; font-variant-ligatures:
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initial; display: inline !important; float: none;">I do not
know the degree to which he spoke against me. I<span> </span></span><b data-stringify-type="bold" style="box-sizing: inherit;
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text-decoration-color: initial;">imagine</b><span style="color: rgb(29, 28, 29); font-family: Slack-Lato,
appleLogo, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal;
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float: none;"><span> </span>it was ever since 2000.
Delusions! What is real? I knew not. So much torment! AGONY!
They do not welcome me! They are trying to chase me off!
Good grief, Charlie Brown.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="color: rgb(29, 28, 29); font-family: Slack-Lato,
appleLogo, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; font-style: normal;
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255, 255); text-decoration-style: initial;
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float: none;">Severely exacerbated my CPTSD! I kept trying to
kill myself because of it! I thought I had done something
egregiously wrong. Whatever it was it had to be my fault. I
was not feeling the love, even from myself.</span></p>
<p><span style="color: rgb(29, 28, 29); font-family: Slack-Lato,
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float: none;">:scream:<br/>
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float: none;">:scream:</span></p>
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text-decoration-style: initial; text-decoration-color:
initial; display: inline !important; float: none;">In 2017,
900 units of insulin brought my blood glucose below 40. I
almost succeeded that time.</span></span></p>
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<p>rww<br/>
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<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/1/20 8:55 PM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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<pre class="moz-quote-pre" wrap="">The worst sort of person is one who takes the credit for the work of
another. Wouldn't you agree?
You may wish to hear John's judgement on the matter. He was right there
when it was first built.
If you are not humble you will be humiliated, and brought low.
rww
On 10/1/20 8:35 PM, tim Rowledge wrote:
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<pre class="moz-quote-pre" wrap="">On 2020-10-01, at 4:57 PM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev <a class="moz-txt-link-rfc2396E" href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org"><squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org></a> wrote:
I am curious. Who was the original author of the VMMaker Tool?
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<pre class="moz-quote-pre" wrap="">That would be me; back in exobox days. Written along with the original VMMaker and intended to be an example of clean, tidy, morphic usage. I've no idea if anyone ever uses it now, since running it via scripting has proven more valuable.
tim
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tim Rowledge; <a class="moz-txt-link-abbreviated" href="mailto:tim@rowledge.org">tim@rowledge.org</a>; <a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="http://www.rowledge.org/tim">http://www.rowledge.org/tim</a>
"Wibble" said Pooh the stress beginning to show.
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K, r<br/>
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