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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/fCP2-Bfhy04">https://youtu.be/fCP2-Bfhy04</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 4:00 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/0VLS-P9m0BM" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/0VLS-P9m0BM</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:58 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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charset=UTF-8"/>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/O3EW954g9r4" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/O3EW954g9r4</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:48 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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charset=UTF-8"/>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/wqVsfGQ_1SU" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/wqVsfGQ_1SU</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:33 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite" cite="mid:1b3eb992-5b8a-2eef-6cb7-4ad7dc7b2363@pm.me">
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<p>Alright, goddammit! Here is some more Truth, if you
believe in my message. If you can handle it, it's Big. <br/>
</p>
<p>PROOF OF THE TRUTH OF THE PROPHESIES OF THE BIBLE!</p>
<p>Hang on...</p>
<p><img moz-do-not-send="false" src="cid:part4.FE190E12.76EC550B@pm.me" alt="" class="" width="500" height="158"/><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/3GLf-VT4wbY" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/3GLf-VT4wbY</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite" cite="mid:5c83a8bd-c9c4-4aa0-d96b-4f17d9b07714@pm.me">
<meta http-equiv="content-type" content="text/html;
charset=UTF-8"/>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/a-mAK3uB2_0" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/a-mAK3uB2_0</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite" cite="mid:1f48b8e3-b067-1dd6-441f-28dbba1b8d4d@pm.me">
<meta http-equiv="content-type" content="text/html;
charset=UTF-8"/>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/8c8_DEtMUOM" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/8c8_DEtMUOM</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:23 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite" cite="mid:b84a5b6a-015b-1a25-d105-56902d763b09@pm.me">
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charset=UTF-8"/>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/q7p-ihYOG5s" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/q7p-ihYOG5s</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:16 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite" cite="mid:7bf3b5e7-4153-8908-f238-21bfaecf0953@pm.me">
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/goeZZ4KFXTY" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/goeZZ4KFXTY</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:07 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite" cite="mid:a5993d4f-ea92-31d1-5660-eeaf36267f38@pm.me">
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<p>I haven't heard from sparky, recently. Has
anyone?<br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:03 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite" cite="mid:c0e692f1-337a-f42f-7d15-eb8f5f2b7228@pm.me">
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<p>Gotta meditate to this entire run! It's
deep.<br/>
<br/>
<a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:50
AM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev wrote:<br/>
</div>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta</a></p>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:39
AM, Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite" cite="mid:440a94ec-9f74-4390-e952-98719584e0d8@pm.me">
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<p>Play a bit of these spicy beats! The
music helps me to express what is on the
inside.<br/>
</p>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20
2:26 AM, Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite" cite="mid:68481afd-2d10-e85b-29be-f2ac9546388e@pm.me">
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<p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text Jer-30-17">For I will
restore health unto thee, and I
will heal thee of thy wounds,
saith the <span style="font-variant: small-caps" class="small-caps">Lord</span>;
because they called thee an
Outcast, saying, This is Zion,
whom no man seeketh after.</span></i></p>
<p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text Jer-30-17"><b>Jeremiah
30:17</b><br/>
</span></i></p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20
2:22 AM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev
wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite" cite="mid:53e5af96-c60c-4361-e3df-0539863bee2e@pm.me">
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<p>Thank you for reaching out in this
manner on these issues. Though be ye
not concerned for my health, Ron, I
am in a good place. The sobbing
really helps a LOT! And I was
brought to that tonight after
screaming! And discussing a couple
of my many suicide attempts. And
realizing the effect my not finding
a home with Squeak had affected me
over 20 years. It hurts! I sob. All
is well; God is Good. The Truth
heals. All praise to the Most High!</p>
<p>Kindly,<br/>
Rob<br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On
10/2/20 2:16 AM, Ron Teitelbaum
wrote:<br/>
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<div dir="ltr">
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Rob,</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">You have
been in this place before. Is
there someone you can talk to
for help? Do you have a
connection to someone that is
working with you on your
issues? Would you consider
calling them now?</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I've
seen you here before. I've seen
you doing much better. You
should be good to yourself and
get help now to move into
calmer water and get on a more
even keel. A better future
includes protecting yourself,
being nice to yourself, and
making sure you get help when
you need it.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Don't
wait until later. I really
recommend you do it now.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Ron</div>
</div>
<br/>
<div class="gmail_quote">
<div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On
Fri, Oct 2, 2020 at 1:50 AM
Robert Withers <<a href="mailto:robert.withers@pm.me" moz-do-not-send="true">robert.withers@pm.me</a>>
wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote class="gmail_quote" style="margin:0px 0px 0px
0.8ex;border-left:1px solid
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<div>
<h2><small>"And would not
encourage the feeding of
the indigent!"</small></h2>
<div>On 10/2/20 12:21 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite"> The
Hellfire and its occupants,
not my problem. I pay no
attention. Burn.<br/>
<p>I "Will be in a life of
bliss, In a Garden on
high. The Fruits
whereof"...</p>
<hr width="100%" size="2"/>
<h1 align="center"><small>Al
Haqqah (69)</small></h1>
<blockquote>
<blockquote>
<h2 align="center"><small>[The
Sure Reality!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>What
is the Sure Reality?</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
what will make thee
realise what the
Sure Reality is?</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>The
Thamud and the 'Ad
People (branded) as
false the Stunning
Calamity!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>But
the Thamud,- they
were destroyed by a
terrible Storm of
thunder and
lightning!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the 'Ad, they were
destroyed by a
furious Wind,
exceedingly violent;</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>He
made it rage against
them seven nights
and eight days in
succession: so that
thou couldst see the
(whole) people lying
prostrate in its
(path), as they had
been roots of hollow
palm-trees tumbled
down!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>Then
seest thou any of
them left surviving?</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
Pharaoh, and those
before him, and the
Cities Overthrown,
committed habitual
Sin.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
disobeyed (each) the
messenger of their
Lord; so He punished
them with an
abundant Penalty.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>We,
when the water (of
Noah's Flood)
overflowed beyond
its limits, carried
you (mankind), in
the floating (Ark),</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>That
We might make it a
Message unto you,
and that ears (that
should hear the tale
and) retain its
memory should bear
its (lessons) in
remembrance.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>Then,
when one blast is
sounded on the
Trumpet,</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the earth is moved,
and its mountains,
and they are crushed
to powder at one
stroke,-</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>On
that Day shall the
(Great) Event come
to pass.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the sky will be rent
asunder, for it will
that Day be flimsy,</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the angels will be
on its sides, and
eight will, that
Day, bear the Throne
of thy Lord above
them.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>That
Day shall ye be
brought to Judgment:
not an act of yours
that ye hide will be
hidden.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>Then
he that will be
given his Record in
his right hand will
say: "Ah here! Read
ye my Record!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>"I
did really
understand that my
Account would (One
Day) reach me!"</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
he will be in a life
of Bliss,</small></h2>
<div name="verse:69:22" align="center">
<div>
<div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113644">
<h2><small>In a
Garden on
high,</small></h2>
</div>
</div>
</div>
<div name="verse:69:23" align="center">
<div>
<div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113645">
<h2><small>The
Fruits whereof
(will hang in
bunches) low
and near.</small></h2>
</div>
</div>
</div>
<div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113646" align="center">
<h2><small>"Eat ye and
drink ye, with
full satisfaction;
because of the
(good) that ye
sent before you,
in the days that
are gone!"</small></h2>
<h2><small>And he that
will be given his
Record in his left
hand, will say:
"Ah! Would that my
Record had not
been given to me!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"And that I
had never realised
how my account
(stood)!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Ah! Would
that (Death) had
made an end of me!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Of no
profit to me has
been my wealth!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"My power
has perished from
me!"...</small></h2>
<h2><small>(The stern
command will say):
"Seize ye him, and
bind ye him,</small></h2>
<h2><small>"And burn
ye him in the
Blazing Fire.</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Further,
make him march in
a chain, whereof
the length is
seventy cubits!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"This was
he that would not
believe in Allah
Most High.</small></h2>
<h2><small>"And would
not encourage the
feeding of the
indigent!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"So no
friend hath he
here this Day.</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Nor hath
he any food except
the corruption
from the washing
of wounds,</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Which none
do eat but those
in sin."</small></h2>
<h2><small>So I do
call to witness
what ye see,</small></h2>
<h2><small>And what ye
see not,</small></h2>
<h2><small>That this
is verily the word
of an honoured
messenger;</small></h2>
<h2><small>It is not
the word of a
poet: little it is
ye believe!</small></h2>
<h2><small>Nor is it
the word of a
soothsayer: little
admonition it is
ye receive.</small></h2>
<h2><small>(This is) a
Message sent down
from the Lord of
the Worlds.</small></h2>
<h2><small>And if the
messenger were to
invent any sayings
in Our name,</small></h2>
<h2><small>We should
certainly seize
him by his right
hand,</small></h2>
<h2><small>And We
should certainly
then cut off the
artery of his
heart:</small></h2>
<h2><small>Nor could
any of you
withhold him (from
Our wrath).</small></h2>
<h2><small>But verily
this is a Message
for the
Allah-fearing.</small></h2>
<h2><small>And We
certainly know
that there are
amongst you those
that reject (it).</small></h2>
<h2><small>But truly
(Revelation) is a
cause of sorrow
for the
Unbelievers.</small></h2>
<h2><small>But verily
it is Truth of
assured certainty.</small></h2>
<h2><small>So glorify
the name of thy
Lord Most High.</small></h2>
<h2><small>] - Quran
69:1-52<br/>
</small></h2>
</div>
</blockquote>
</blockquote>
<p>---<br/>
</p>
<p>Slosher<br/>
Oriental, NC<br/>
</p>
<blockquote type="cite">
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<p> </p>
<p><img src="cid:part15.71FC2DB7.CA463A5F@pm.me" alt="" class="" width="600" height="402"/></p>
<br/>
<div>On 10/1/20 11:36
PM, Ron Teitelbaum
wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite">
<div dir="ltr">
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Hi Rob,</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I'm so sorry you felt that way. I know you have
had major issues,
you have said the
same yourself.
I'm always happy
to see you come
back even after
long absences.
You are a
brilliant coder
and it has been my
distinct pleasure
to work with you
on Cryptography!
Thank you for all
you have done and
indeed you are
responsible for
adding significant
value to Squeak
and the
community. </div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">We all work on code and it's easy to work your
ass off on
something to make
it work and forget
where it
originated. We
all contribute in
large and small
ways to
everything. If
you started
VMMaker thank
you! It is
definitely
something a lot of
us use. I
remember learning
all about it a
long long time ago
before I realized
that while I could
understand it and
I could use it,
the people that
work on the VM are
a level higher
than me. I just
make apps!</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I remember getting in an argument with Andreas
about adding
methods to
collection. "WE
DON"T NEED more
methods in
Collection we need
to remove most of
them and make it
easier!" I argued
with him about the
value over and
over but he
insisted that they
just didn't add
enough value. I
could have been
put off. I could
have assumed that
Andreas didn't
like me but I
would have been
very wrong! I was
really honored to
get the chance to
work with him and
we became great
friends. Of
course I added my
methods to the
code we were
working on
together and was
so thrilled when
he used my methods
for his own code.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">I
don't know what
happened with
VMMaker but again
thank you for
your participation
in it.. I wanted
to take a minute
to thank you for
your work and to
let you know it is
my honor to work
with you too! I
hope that you can
come to terms with
your past and that
you get the help
you need for your
CPTSD. </div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">Everything
is possible, the
past is gone, but
the future is
still yours to
shape. I wish the
past was set in
stone but even
that moves and
slips. I was
talking to my wife
about a party we
attended:
"Remember in 2000
we were at the
party and counted
down the new year
and someone hit
the breaker and
killed the
lights! We were
all talking about
what would happen
in the year 2000,
would everything
break!" Great
story except that
I hadn't met my
wife yet! The
past is only what
we remember but
the future is
something we have
control over.
Peace, calm,
happyness, they
are all hard to
come by but they
are possible. I
wish you success
in finding what
makes your future
better.</div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">I'm
sorry about the
bad things that
have happened to
you in the past.
As far as I'm
concerned, you are
welcomed here! </div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">All
the best,</div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">Ron
Teitelbaum </div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
</div>
<br/>
<div class="gmail_quote">
<div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On
Thu, Oct 1, 2020
at 10:38 PM Robert
Withers via
Squeak-dev <<a href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org</a>>
wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote class="gmail_quote" style="margin:0px
0px 0px
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solid
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<div>
<p>:sob::sob::sob:<br/>
</p>
<div>On 10/1/20
10:34 PM,
Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite">
<p>I wrote to
the #general
Squeak Slack
channel:</p>
<blockquote>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">What
a complete
larcenous
bastard. 20
years ago,
this month,
published it
as his own
work. And been
against me
ever since. My
CPTSD (100%
veteran
service-connected)
comes with an
exquisitely
sensitive
deception
meter. There
are those who
shunned me and
ostracized me
and made me
feel MOST
UNWELCOME.
For 20 years.
My delusions
kick in and I
start
suspecting
back channel
communications
against me. My
love for
Squeak
conflicted
with what I
knew was
happening. but
I hung in
there and
worked on
Cryptography,
work with a
group of great
people and
that I am
satisfied with
its added
value to
Squeak. For 20
years I KNEW
people were
against me in
the community.
I cannot
describe how
negatively
this affected
me. My third
suicide
attempt, in
2007 I jumped
off the roof
of a 6 story
apartment
building and
broke my back
along with
many bones.
God did not
want me to
die, yet, so I
lived. This
deception and
ostracism is
most well
highlighted by
the taking
credit for my
work, without
attribution.
He is a
complete tool.
SHAME!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">I
do not know
the degree to
which he spoke
against me. I<span> </span></span><b style="box-sizing:inherit;color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial">imagine</b><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span> </span>it
was ever since
2000.
Delusions!
What is real?
I knew not. So
much torment!
AGONY! They do
not welcome
me! They are
trying to
chase me off!
Good grief,
Charlie Brown.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">Severely
exacerbated my
CPTSD! I kept
trying to kill
myself because
of it! I
thought I had
done something
egregiously
wrong.
Whatever it
was it had to
be my fault. I
was not
feeling the
love, even
from myself.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
</span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:</span></p>
<p><br/>
<span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">In
2017, 900
units of
insulin
brought my
blood glucose
below 40. I
almost
succeeded that
time.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
</span></span></p>
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<pre>The worst sort of person is one who takes the credit for the work of
another. Wouldn't you agree?
You may wish to hear John's judgement on the matter. He was right there
when it was first built.
If you are not humble you will be humiliated, and brought low.
rww
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<pre>On 2020-10-01, at 4:57 PM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev <a href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true"><squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org></a> wrote:
I am curious. Who was the original author of the VMMaker Tool?
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<pre>That would be me; back in exobox days. Written along with the original VMMaker and intended to be an example of clean, tidy, morphic usage. I've no idea if anyone ever uses it now, since running it via scripting has proven more valuable.
tim
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tim Rowledge; <a href="mailto:tim@rowledge.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">tim@rowledge.org</a>; <a href="http://www.rowledge.org/tim" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">http://www.rowledge.org/tim</a>
"Wibble" said Pooh the stress beginning to show.
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