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<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 4:05 AM, Robert Withers
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<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 4:00 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/0VLS-P9m0BM" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/0VLS-P9m0BM</a><br/>
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<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:58 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/O3EW954g9r4" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/O3EW954g9r4</a><br/>
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<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:48 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/wqVsfGQ_1SU" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/wqVsfGQ_1SU</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:33 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p>Alright, goddammit! Here is some more Truth, if you
believe in my message. If you can handle it, it's Big. <br/>
</p>
<p>PROOF OF THE TRUTH OF THE PROPHESIES OF THE BIBLE!</p>
<p>Hang on...</p>
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<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/3GLf-VT4wbY" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/3GLf-VT4wbY</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/a-mAK3uB2_0" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/a-mAK3uB2_0</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/8c8_DEtMUOM" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/8c8_DEtMUOM</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:23 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/q7p-ihYOG5s" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/q7p-ihYOG5s</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:16 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/goeZZ4KFXTY" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/goeZZ4KFXTY</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:07 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p>I haven't heard from sparky, recently. Has
anyone?<br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:03
AM, Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p>Gotta meditate to this entire run! It's
deep.<br/>
<br/>
<a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:50
AM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta</a></p>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando</a><br/>
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<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20
2:39 AM, Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p>Play a bit of these spicy beats! The
music helps me to express what is on
the inside.<br/>
</p>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711</a><br/>
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<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20
2:26 AM, Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text Jer-30-17">For I
will restore health unto thee,
and I will heal thee of thy
wounds, saith the <span style="font-variant:
small-caps" class="small-caps">Lord</span>;
because they called thee an
Outcast, saying, This is Zion,
whom no man seeketh after.</span></i></p>
<p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text Jer-30-17"><b>Jeremiah
30:17</b><br/>
</span></i></p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On
10/2/20 2:22 AM, Robert Withers via
Squeak-dev wrote:<br/>
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<p>Thank you for reaching out in
this manner on these issues.
Though be ye not concerned for my
health, Ron, I am in a good place.
The sobbing really helps a LOT!
And I was brought to that tonight
after screaming! And discussing a
couple of my many suicide
attempts. And realizing the effect
my not finding a home with Squeak
had affected me over 20 years. It
hurts! I sob. All is well; God is
Good. The Truth heals. All praise
to the Most High!</p>
<p>Kindly,<br/>
Rob<br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On
10/2/20 2:16 AM, Ron Teitelbaum
wrote:<br/>
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<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Rob,</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">You
have been in this place
before. Is there someone you
can talk to for help? Do you
have a connection to someone
that is working with you on
your issues? Would you
consider calling them now?</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I've
seen you here before. I've
seen you doing much better.
You should be good to yourself
and get help now to move into
calmer water and get on a more
even keel. A better future
includes protecting yourself,
being nice to yourself, and
making sure you get help when
you need it.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Don't
wait until later. I really
recommend you do it now.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Ron</div>
</div>
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<div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On Fri, Oct
2, 2020 at 1:50 AM Robert
Withers <<a href="mailto:robert.withers@pm.me" moz-do-not-send="true">robert.withers@pm.me</a>>
wrote:<br/>
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<div>
<h2><small>"And would not
encourage the feeding of
the indigent!"</small></h2>
<div>On 10/2/20 12:21 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<blockquote type="cite"> The
Hellfire and its
occupants, not my problem.
I pay no attention. Burn.<br/>
<p>I "Will be in a life of
bliss, In a Garden on
high. The Fruits
whereof"...</p>
<hr width="100%" size="2"/>
<h1 align="center"><small>Al
Haqqah (69)</small></h1>
<blockquote>
<blockquote>
<h2 align="center"><small>[The
Sure Reality!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>What
is the Sure
Reality?</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
what will make
thee realise what
the Sure Reality
is?</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>The
Thamud and the 'Ad
People (branded)
as false the
Stunning Calamity!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>But
the Thamud,- they
were destroyed by
a terrible Storm
of thunder and
lightning!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the 'Ad, they were
destroyed by a
furious Wind,
exceedingly
violent;</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>He
made it rage
against them seven
nights and eight
days in
succession: so
that thou couldst
see the (whole)
people lying
prostrate in its
(path), as they
had been roots of
hollow palm-trees
tumbled down!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>Then
seest thou any of
them left
surviving?</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
Pharaoh, and those
before him, and
the Cities
Overthrown,
committed habitual
Sin.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
disobeyed (each)
the messenger of
their Lord; so He
punished them with
an abundant
Penalty.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>We,
when the water (of
Noah's Flood)
overflowed beyond
its limits,
carried you
(mankind), in the
floating (Ark),</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>That
We might make it a
Message unto you,
and that ears
(that should hear
the tale and)
retain its memory
should bear its
(lessons) in
remembrance.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>Then,
when one blast is
sounded on the
Trumpet,</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the earth is
moved, and its
mountains, and
they are crushed
to powder at one
stroke,-</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>On
that Day shall the
(Great) Event come
to pass.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the sky will be
rent asunder, for
it will that Day
be flimsy,</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the angels will be
on its sides, and
eight will, that
Day, bear the
Throne of thy Lord
above them.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>That
Day shall ye be
brought to
Judgment: not an
act of yours that
ye hide will be
hidden.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>Then
he that will be
given his Record
in his right hand
will say: "Ah
here! Read ye my
Record!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>"I
did really
understand that my
Account would (One
Day) reach me!"</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
he will be in a
life of Bliss,</small></h2>
<div name="verse:69:22" align="center">
<div>
<div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113644">
<h2><small>In a
Garden on
high,</small></h2>
</div>
</div>
</div>
<div name="verse:69:23" align="center">
<div>
<div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113645">
<h2><small>The
Fruits whereof
(will hang in
bunches) low
and near.</small></h2>
</div>
</div>
</div>
<div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113646" align="center">
<h2><small>"Eat ye
and drink ye,
with full
satisfaction;
because of the
(good) that ye
sent before you,
in the days that
are gone!"</small></h2>
<h2><small>And he
that will be
given his Record
in his left
hand, will say:
"Ah! Would that
my Record had
not been given
to me!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"And that
I had never
realised how my
account (stood)!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Ah!
Would that
(Death) had made
an end of me!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Of no
profit to me has
been my wealth!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"My power
has perished
from me!"...</small></h2>
<h2><small>(The
stern command
will say):
"Seize ye him,
and bind ye him,</small></h2>
<h2><small>"And burn
ye him in the
Blazing Fire.</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Further,
make him march
in a chain,
whereof the
length is
seventy cubits!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"This was
he that would
not believe in
Allah Most High.</small></h2>
<h2><small>"And
would not
encourage the
feeding of the
indigent!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"So no
friend hath he
here this Day.</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Nor hath
he any food
except the
corruption from
the washing of
wounds,</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Which
none do eat but
those in sin."</small></h2>
<h2><small>So I do
call to witness
what ye see,</small></h2>
<h2><small>And what
ye see not,</small></h2>
<h2><small>That this
is verily the
word of an
honoured
messenger;</small></h2>
<h2><small>It is not
the word of a
poet: little it
is ye believe!</small></h2>
<h2><small>Nor is it
the word of a
soothsayer:
little
admonition it is
ye receive.</small></h2>
<h2><small>(This is)
a Message sent
down from the
Lord of the
Worlds.</small></h2>
<h2><small>And if
the messenger
were to invent
any sayings in
Our name,</small></h2>
<h2><small>We should
certainly seize
him by his right
hand,</small></h2>
<h2><small>And We
should certainly
then cut off the
artery of his
heart:</small></h2>
<h2><small>Nor could
any of you
withhold him
(from Our
wrath).</small></h2>
<h2><small>But
verily this is a
Message for the
Allah-fearing.</small></h2>
<h2><small>And We
certainly know
that there are
amongst you
those that
reject (it).</small></h2>
<h2><small>But truly
(Revelation) is
a cause of
sorrow for the
Unbelievers.</small></h2>
<h2><small>But
verily it is
Truth of assured
certainty.</small></h2>
<h2><small>So
glorify the name
of thy Lord Most
High.</small></h2>
<h2><small>] - Quran
69:1-52<br/>
</small></h2>
</div>
</blockquote>
</blockquote>
<p>---<br/>
</p>
<p>Slosher<br/>
Oriental, NC<br/>
</p>
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<div>On 10/1/20 11:36
PM, Ron Teitelbaum
wrote:<br/>
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<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Hi Rob,</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I'm so sorry you felt that way. I know you have
had major
issues, you have
said the same
yourself. I'm
always happy to
see you come
back even after
long absences.
You are a
brilliant coder
and it has been
my distinct
pleasure to work
with you on
Cryptography!
Thank you for
all you have
done and indeed
you are
responsible for
adding
significant
value to Squeak
and the
community. </div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">We all work on code and it's easy to work your
ass off on
something to
make it work and
forget where it
originated. We
all contribute
in large and
small ways to
everything. If
you started
VMMaker thank
you! It is
definitely
something a lot
of us use. I
remember
learning all
about it a long
long time ago
before I
realized that
while I could
understand it
and I could use
it, the people
that work on the
VM are a level
higher than me.
I just make
apps!</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I remember getting in an argument with Andreas
about adding
methods to
collection. "WE
DON"T NEED more
methods in
Collection we
need to remove
most of them and
make it easier!"
I argued with
him about the
value over and
over but he
insisted that
they just didn't
add enough
value. I could
have been put
off. I could
have assumed
that Andreas
didn't like me
but I would have
been very
wrong! I was
really honored
to get the
chance to work
with him and we
became great
friends. Of
course I added
my methods to
the code we were
working on
together and was
so thrilled when
he used my
methods for his
own code.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">I
don't know what
happened with
VMMaker but
again thank you
for
your participation
in it.. I wanted
to take a minute
to thank you for
your work and to
let you know it
is my honor to
work with you
too! I hope
that you can
come to terms
with your past
and that you get
the help you
need for your
CPTSD. </div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">Everything
is possible, the
past is gone,
but the future
is still yours
to shape. I
wish the past
was set in stone
but even that
moves and
slips. I was
talking to my
wife about a
party we
attended:
"Remember in
2000 we were at
the party and
counted down the
new year and
someone hit the
breaker and
killed the
lights! We were
all talking
about what would
happen in the
year 2000, would
everything
break!" Great
story except
that I hadn't
met my wife
yet! The past
is only what we
remember but the
future is
something we
have control
over. Peace,
calm, happyness,
they are all
hard to come by
but they are
possible. I
wish you success
in finding what
makes your
future better.</div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">I'm
sorry about the
bad things that
have happened to
you in
the past. As
far as I'm
concerned, you
are welcomed
here! </div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">All
the best,</div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">Ron
Teitelbaum </div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
</div>
<br/>
<div class="gmail_quote">
<div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On
Thu, Oct 1, 2020
at 10:38 PM
Robert Withers
via Squeak-dev
<<a href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org</a>>
wrote:<br/>
</div>
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rgb(204,204,204);padding-left:1ex">
<div>
<p>:sob::sob::sob:<br/>
</p>
<div>On
10/1/20 10:34
PM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p>I wrote to
the #general
Squeak Slack
channel:</p>
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<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">What
a complete
larcenous
bastard. 20
years ago,
this month,
published it
as his own
work. And been
against me
ever since. My
CPTSD (100%
veteran
service-connected)
comes with an
exquisitely
sensitive
deception
meter. There
are those who
shunned me and
ostracized me
and made me
feel MOST
UNWELCOME.
For 20 years.
My delusions
kick in and I
start
suspecting
back channel
communications
against me. My
love for
Squeak
conflicted
with what I
knew was
happening. but
I hung in
there and
worked on
Cryptography,
work with a
group of great
people and
that I am
satisfied with
its added
value to
Squeak. For 20
years I KNEW
people were
against me in
the community.
I cannot
describe how
negatively
this affected
me. My third
suicide
attempt, in
2007 I jumped
off the roof
of a 6 story
apartment
building and
broke my back
along with
many bones.
God did not
want me to
die, yet, so I
lived. This
deception and
ostracism is
most well
highlighted by
the taking
credit for my
work, without
attribution.
He is a
complete tool.
SHAME!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">I
do not know
the degree to
which he spoke
against me. I<span> </span></span><b style="box-sizing:inherit;color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial">imagine</b><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span> </span>it
was ever since
2000.
Delusions!
What is real?
I knew not. So
much torment!
AGONY! They do
not welcome
me! They are
trying to
chase me off!
Good grief,
Charlie Brown.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">Severely
exacerbated my
CPTSD! I kept
trying to kill
myself because
of it! I
thought I had
done something
egregiously
wrong.
Whatever it
was it had to
be my fault. I
was not
feeling the
love, even
from myself.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
</span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:</span></p>
<p><br/>
<span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">In
2017, 900
units of
insulin
brought my
blood glucose
below 40. I
almost
succeeded that
time.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
</span></span></p>
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<p>rww<br/>
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10/1/20 8:55
PM, Robert
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<pre>The worst sort of person is one who takes the credit for the work of
another. Wouldn't you agree?
You may wish to hear John's judgement on the matter. He was right there
when it was first built.
If you are not humble you will be humiliated, and brought low.
rww
On 10/1/20 8:35 PM, tim Rowledge wrote:
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<pre>On 2020-10-01, at 4:57 PM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev <a href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true"><squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org></a> wrote:
I am curious. Who was the original author of the VMMaker Tool?
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<pre>That would be me; back in exobox days. Written along with the original VMMaker and intended to be an example of clean, tidy, morphic usage. I've no idea if anyone ever uses it now, since running it via scripting has proven more valuable.
tim
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tim Rowledge; <a href="mailto:tim@rowledge.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">tim@rowledge.org</a>; <a href="http://www.rowledge.org/tim" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">http://www.rowledge.org/tim</a>
"Wibble" said Pooh the stress beginning to show.
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