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    <p>Alright, goddammit! Here is some more Truth, if you believe in my
      message. If you can handle it, it's Big. <br/>
    </p>
    <p>PROOF OF THE TRUTH OF THE PROPHESIES OF THE BIBLE!</p>
    <p>Hang on...</p>
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    <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert Withers
      wrote:<br/>
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      <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert Withers
        wrote:<br/>
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        <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert Withers
          wrote:<br/>
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          <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:23 AM, Robert
            Withers wrote:<br/>
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            <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:16 AM, Robert
              Withers wrote:<br/>
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              <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:07 AM, Robert
                Withers wrote:<br/>
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                <p>I haven't heard from sparky, recently. Has anyone?<br/>
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                <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:03 AM, Robert
                  Withers wrote:<br/>
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                  <p>Gotta meditate to this entire run! It's deep.<br/>
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                    <a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects</a><br/>
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                  <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:50 AM,
                    Robert Withers via Squeak-dev wrote:<br/>
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                    <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:39 AM,
                      Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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                      <p>Play a bit of these spicy beats! The music
                        helps me to express what is on the inside.<br/>
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                      <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:26 AM,
                        Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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                        <p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text
                              Jer-30-17">For I will restore health unto
                              thee, and I will heal thee of thy wounds,
                              saith the <span style="font-variant:
                                small-caps" class="small-caps">Lord</span>;
                              because they called thee an Outcast,
                              saying, This is Zion, whom no man seeketh
                              after.</span></i></p>
                        <p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text
                              Jer-30-17"><b>Jeremiah 30:17</b><br/>
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                        <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:22 AM,
                          Robert Withers via Squeak-dev wrote:<br/>
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                          <p>Thank you for reaching out in this manner
                            on these issues. Though be ye not concerned
                            for my health, Ron, I am in a good place.
                            The sobbing really helps a LOT! And I was
                            brought to that tonight after screaming! And
                            discussing a couple of my many suicide
                            attempts. And realizing the effect my not
                            finding a home with Squeak had affected me
                            over 20 years. It hurts! I sob. All is well;
                            God is Good. The Truth heals. All praise to
                            the Most High!</p>
                          <p>Kindly,<br/>
                            Rob<br/>
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                          <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:16
                            AM, Ron Teitelbaum wrote:<br/>
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                              <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Rob,</div>
                              <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
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                              <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">You have been in
                                this place before.  Is there someone you
                                can talk to for help?  Do you have a
                                connection to someone that is working
                                with you on your issues?  Would you
                                consider calling them now?</div>
                              <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                              </div>
                              <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I've seen you
                                here before.  I've seen you doing much
                                better.  You should be good to yourself
                                and get help now to move into
                                calmer water and get on a more even
                                keel.  A better future includes
                                protecting yourself, being nice to
                                yourself, and making sure you get help
                                when you need it.</div>
                              <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                              </div>
                              <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Don't wait until
                                later.  I really recommend you do it
                                now.</div>
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                              <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Ron</div>
                            </div>
                            <br/>
                            <div class="gmail_quote">
                              <div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On Fri,
                                Oct 2, 2020 at 1:50 AM Robert Withers
                                <<a href="mailto:robert.withers@pm.me" moz-do-not-send="true">robert.withers@pm.me</a>>
                                wrote:<br/>
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                                  <h2><small>"And would not encourage
                                      the feeding of the indigent!"</small></h2>
                                  <div>On 10/2/20 12:21 AM, Robert
                                    Withers wrote:<br/>
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                                  <blockquote type="cite"> The Hellfire
                                    and its occupants, not my problem. I
                                    pay no attention. Burn.<br/>
                                    <p>I "Will be in a life of bliss, In
                                      a Garden on high. The Fruits
                                      whereof"...</p>
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                                    <h1 align="center"><small>Al Haqqah
                                        (69)</small></h1>
                                    <blockquote>
                                      <blockquote>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>[The
                                            Sure Reality!</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>What
                                            is the Sure Reality?</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>And
                                            what will make thee realise
                                            what the Sure Reality is?</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>The
                                            Thamud and the 'Ad People
                                            (branded) as false the
                                            Stunning Calamity!</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>But
                                            the Thamud,- they were
                                            destroyed by a terrible
                                            Storm of thunder and
                                            lightning!</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>And
                                            the 'Ad, they were destroyed
                                            by a furious Wind,
                                            exceedingly violent;</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>He
                                            made it rage against them
                                            seven nights and eight days
                                            in succession: so that thou
                                            couldst see the (whole)
                                            people lying prostrate in
                                            its (path), as they had been
                                            roots of hollow palm-trees
                                            tumbled down!</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>Then
                                            seest thou any of them left
                                            surviving?</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>And
                                            Pharaoh, and those before
                                            him, and the Cities
                                            Overthrown, committed
                                            habitual Sin.</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>And
                                            disobeyed (each) the
                                            messenger of their Lord; so
                                            He punished them with an
                                            abundant Penalty.</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>We,
                                            when the water (of Noah's
                                            Flood) overflowed beyond its
                                            limits, carried you
                                            (mankind), in the floating
                                            (Ark),</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>That
                                            We might make it a Message
                                            unto you, and that ears
                                            (that should hear the tale
                                            and) retain its memory
                                            should bear its (lessons) in
                                            remembrance.</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>Then,
                                            when one blast is sounded on
                                            the Trumpet,</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>And
                                            the earth is moved, and its
                                            mountains, and they are
                                            crushed to powder at one
                                            stroke,-</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>On
                                            that Day shall the (Great)
                                            Event come to pass.</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>And
                                            the sky will be rent
                                            asunder, for it will that
                                            Day be flimsy,</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>And
                                            the angels will be on its
                                            sides, and eight will, that
                                            Day, bear the Throne of thy
                                            Lord above them.</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>That
                                            Day shall ye be brought to
                                            Judgment: not an act of
                                            yours that ye hide will be
                                            hidden.</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>Then
                                            he that will be given his
                                            Record in his right hand
                                            will say: "Ah here! Read ye
                                            my Record!</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>"I did
                                            really understand that my
                                            Account would (One Day)
                                            reach me!"</small></h2>
                                        <h2 align="center"><small>And he
                                            will be in a life of Bliss,</small></h2>
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                                              <h2><small>In a Garden on
                                                  high,</small></h2>
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                                              <h2><small>The Fruits
                                                  whereof (will hang in
                                                  bunches) low and near.</small></h2>
                                            </div>
                                          </div>
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                                          <h2><small>"Eat ye and drink
                                              ye, with full
                                              satisfaction; because of
                                              the (good) that ye sent
                                              before you, in the days
                                              that are gone!"</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>And he that will be
                                              given his Record in his
                                              left hand, will say: "Ah!
                                              Would that my Record had
                                              not been given to me!</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>"And that I had
                                              never realised how my
                                              account (stood)!</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>"Ah! Would that
                                              (Death) had made an end of
                                              me!</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>"Of no profit to me
                                              has been my wealth!</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>"My power has
                                              perished from me!"...</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>(The stern command
                                              will say): "Seize ye him,
                                              and bind ye him,</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>"And burn ye him in
                                              the Blazing Fire.</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>"Further, make him
                                              march in a chain, whereof
                                              the length is seventy
                                              cubits!</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>"This was he that
                                              would not believe in Allah
                                              Most High.</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>"And would not
                                              encourage the feeding of
                                              the indigent!</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>"So no friend hath
                                              he here this Day.</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>"Nor hath he any
                                              food except the corruption
                                              from the washing of
                                              wounds,</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>"Which none do eat
                                              but those in sin."</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>So I do call to
                                              witness what ye see,</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>And what ye see
                                              not,</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>That this is verily
                                              the word of an honoured
                                              messenger;</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>It is not the word
                                              of a poet: little it is ye
                                              believe!</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>Nor is it the word
                                              of a soothsayer: little
                                              admonition it is ye
                                              receive.</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>(This is) a Message
                                              sent down from the Lord of
                                              the Worlds.</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>And if the
                                              messenger were to invent
                                              any sayings in Our name,</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>We should certainly
                                              seize him by his right
                                              hand,</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>And We should
                                              certainly then cut off the
                                              artery of his heart:</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>Nor could any of
                                              you withhold him (from Our
                                              wrath).</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>But verily this is
                                              a Message for the
                                              Allah-fearing.</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>And We certainly
                                              know that there are
                                              amongst you those that
                                              reject (it).</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>But truly
                                              (Revelation) is a cause of
                                              sorrow for the
                                              Unbelievers.</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>But verily it is
                                              Truth of assured
                                              certainty.</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>So glorify the name
                                              of thy Lord Most High.</small></h2>
                                          <h2><small>] - Quran 69:1-52<br/>
                                            </small></h2>
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                                    <p>---<br/>
                                    </p>
                                    <p>Slosher<br/>
                                      Oriental, NC<br/>
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                                        <div>On 10/1/20 11:36 PM, Ron
                                          Teitelbaum wrote:<br/>
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                                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Hi
                                              Rob,</div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                                            </div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I'm
                                              so sorry you felt that
                                              way.  I know you have had
                                              major issues, you have
                                              said the same yourself. 
                                              I'm always happy to see
                                              you come back even after
                                              long absences.  You are a
                                              brilliant coder and it has
                                              been my distinct pleasure
                                              to work with you on
                                              Cryptography!  Thank you
                                              for all you have done and
                                              indeed you are responsible
                                              for adding significant
                                              value to Squeak and the
                                              community.  </div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                                            </div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">We
                                              all work on code and it's
                                              easy to work your ass off
                                              on something to make it
                                              work and forget where it
                                              originated.  We all
                                              contribute in large and
                                              small ways to everything. 
                                              If you started VMMaker
                                              thank you!  It is
                                              definitely something a lot
                                              of us use.  I remember
                                              learning all about it a
                                              long long time ago before
                                              I realized that while I
                                              could understand it and I
                                              could use it, the people
                                              that work on the VM are a
                                              level higher than me.  I
                                              just make apps!</div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                                            </div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I
                                              remember getting in an
                                              argument with Andreas
                                              about adding methods to
                                              collection.  "WE
                                              DON"T NEED more methods in
                                              Collection we need to
                                              remove most of them and
                                              make it easier!" I argued
                                              with him about the value
                                              over and over but he
                                              insisted that they just
                                              didn't add enough value. 
                                              I could have been put
                                              off.  I could have assumed
                                              that Andreas didn't like
                                              me but I would have been
                                              very wrong!  I was really
                                              honored to get the chance
                                              to work with him and we
                                              became great friends.  Of
                                              course I added my methods
                                              to the code we were
                                              working on together and
                                              was so thrilled when he
                                              used my methods for his
                                              own code.</div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                                            </div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default">I
                                              don't know what happened
                                              with VMMaker but again
                                              thank you for
                                              your participation in it..
                                              I wanted to take a minute
                                              to thank you for your work
                                              and to let you know it is
                                              my honor to work with you
                                              too!  I hope that you can
                                              come to terms with your
                                              past and that you get the
                                              help you need for your
                                              CPTSD.  </div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default"><br/>
                                            </div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default">Everything
                                              is possible, the past is
                                              gone, but the future is
                                              still yours to shape.  I
                                              wish the past was set in
                                              stone but even that moves
                                              and slips.  I was talking
                                              to my wife about a party
                                              we attended: "Remember in
                                              2000 we were at the party
                                              and counted down the new
                                              year and someone hit the
                                              breaker and killed the
                                              lights!  We were all
                                              talking about what would
                                              happen in the year 2000,
                                              would everything break!" 
                                              Great story except that I
                                              hadn't met my wife yet! 
                                              The past is only what we
                                              remember but the future is
                                              something we have control
                                              over.  Peace, calm,
                                              happyness, they are all
                                              hard to come by but they
                                              are possible.  I wish you
                                              success in finding what
                                              makes your future better.</div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default"><br/>
                                            </div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default">I'm
                                              sorry about the bad things
                                              that have happened to you
                                              in the past.  As far as
                                              I'm concerned, you are
                                              welcomed here!  </div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default"><br/>
                                            </div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default">All
                                              the best,</div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default"><br/>
                                            </div>
                                            <div class="gmail_default">Ron
                                              Teitelbaum </div>
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                                            <div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On Thu,
                                              Oct 1, 2020 at 10:38 PM
                                              Robert Withers via
                                              Squeak-dev <<a href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org</a>>
                                              wrote:<br/>
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                                                <p>:sob::sob::sob:<br/>
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                                                <div>On 10/1/20 10:34
                                                  PM, Robert Withers
                                                  wrote:<br/>
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                                                <blockquote type="cite">
                                                  <p>I wrote to the
                                                    #general Squeak
                                                    Slack channel:</p>
                                                  <blockquote>
                                                    <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">What
                                                        a complete
                                                        larcenous
                                                        bastard. 20
                                                        years ago, this
                                                        month, published
                                                        it as his own
                                                        work. And been
                                                        against me ever
                                                        since. My CPTSD
                                                        (100% veteran
                                                        service-connected)
                                                        comes with an
                                                        exquisitely
                                                        sensitive
                                                        deception meter.
                                                        There are those
                                                        who shunned me
                                                        and ostracized
                                                        me and made me
                                                        feel MOST
                                                        UNWELCOME. For 
                                                        20 years. My
                                                        delusions kick
                                                        in and I start
                                                        suspecting back
                                                        channel
                                                        communications
                                                        against me. My
                                                        love for Squeak
                                                        conflicted with
                                                        what I knew was
                                                        happening. but I
                                                        hung in there
                                                        and worked on
                                                        Cryptography,
                                                        work with a
                                                        group of great
                                                        people and that
                                                        I am satisfied
                                                        with its added
                                                        value to Squeak.
                                                        For 20 years I
                                                        KNEW people were
                                                        against me in
                                                        the community. I
                                                        cannot describe
                                                        how negatively
                                                        this affected
                                                        me. My third
                                                        suicide attempt,
                                                        in 2007 I jumped
                                                        off the roof of
                                                        a 6 story
                                                        apartment
                                                        building and
                                                        broke my back
                                                        along with many
                                                        bones. God did
                                                        not want me to
                                                        die, yet, so I
                                                        lived. This
                                                        deception and
                                                        ostracism is
                                                        most well
                                                        highlighted by
                                                        the taking
                                                        credit for my
                                                        work, without
                                                        attribution. He
                                                        is a complete
                                                        tool. SHAME!</span></p>
                                                    <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">I
                                                          do not know
                                                          the degree to
                                                          which he spoke
                                                          against me. I<span> </span></span><b style="box-sizing:inherit;color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial">imagine</b><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span> </span>it
                                                          was ever since
                                                          2000.
                                                          Delusions!
                                                          What is real?
                                                          I knew not. So
                                                          much torment!
                                                          AGONY! They do
                                                          not welcome
                                                          me! They are
                                                          trying to
                                                          chase me off!
                                                          Good grief,
                                                          Charlie Brown.</span></span></p>
                                                    <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">Severely
                                                        exacerbated my
                                                        CPTSD! I kept
                                                        trying to kill
                                                        myself because
                                                        of it! I thought
                                                        I had done
                                                        something
                                                        egregiously
                                                        wrong. Whatever
                                                        it was it had to
                                                        be my fault. I
                                                        was not feeling
                                                        the love, even
                                                        from myself.</span></p>
                                                    <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
                                                      </span></p>
                                                    <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:</span></p>
                                                    <p><br/>
                                                      <span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">In
                                                          2017, 900
                                                          units of
                                                          insulin
                                                          brought my
                                                          blood glucose
                                                          below 40. I
                                                          almost
                                                          succeeded that
                                                          time.</span></span></p>
                                                    <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
                                                        </span></span></p>
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                                                  <p>rww<br/>
                                                  </p>
                                                  <div>On 10/1/20 8:55
                                                    PM, Robert Withers
                                                    wrote:<br/>
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                                                    <pre>The worst sort of person is one who takes the credit for the work of
another. Wouldn't you agree?

You may wish to hear John's judgement on the matter. He was right there
when it was first built.

If you are not humble you will be humiliated, and brought low.

rww

On 10/1/20 8:35 PM, tim Rowledge wrote:
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                                                        <pre>On 2020-10-01, at 4:57 PM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev <a href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true"><squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org></a> wrote:

I am curious. Who was the original author of the VMMaker Tool?
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                                                      <pre>That would be me; back in exobox days. Written along with the original VMMaker and intended to be an example of clean, tidy, morphic usage. I've no idea if anyone ever uses it now, since running it via scripting has proven more valuable.


tim
--
tim Rowledge; <a href="mailto:tim@rowledge.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">tim@rowledge.org</a>; <a href="http://www.rowledge.org/tim" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">http://www.rowledge.org/tim</a>
"Wibble" said Pooh the stress beginning to show.



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