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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/HglA72ogPCE">https://youtu.be/HglA72ogPCE</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 4:14 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/fCP2-Bfhy04" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/fCP2-Bfhy04</a></p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 4:05 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/fCP2-Bfhy04" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/fCP2-Bfhy04</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 4:00 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/0VLS-P9m0BM" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/0VLS-P9m0BM</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:58 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/O3EW954g9r4" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/O3EW954g9r4</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:48 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/wqVsfGQ_1SU" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/wqVsfGQ_1SU</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:33 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p>Alright, goddammit! Here is some more Truth, if you
believe in my message. If you can handle it, it's Big.
<br/>
</p>
<p>PROOF OF THE TRUTH OF THE PROPHESIES OF THE BIBLE!</p>
<p>Hang on...</p>
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</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert
Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/3GLf-VT4wbY" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/3GLf-VT4wbY</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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charset=UTF-8"/>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/a-mAK3uB2_0" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/a-mAK3uB2_0</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/8c8_DEtMUOM" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/8c8_DEtMUOM</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:23 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/q7p-ihYOG5s" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/q7p-ihYOG5s</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:16 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/goeZZ4KFXTY" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/goeZZ4KFXTY</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:07
AM, Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p>I haven't heard from sparky, recently.
Has anyone?<br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:03
AM, Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
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<p>Gotta meditate to this entire run! It's
deep.<br/>
<br/>
<a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20
2:50 AM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev
wrote:<br/>
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<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta</a></p>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20
2:39 AM, Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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<p>Play a bit of these spicy beats!
The music helps me to express what
is on the inside.<br/>
</p>
<p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711</a><br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On
10/2/20 2:26 AM, Robert Withers
wrote:<br/>
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<p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text Jer-30-17">For I
will restore health unto thee,
and I will heal thee of thy
wounds, saith the <span style="font-variant:
small-caps" class="small-caps">Lord</span>;
because they called thee an
Outcast, saying, This is Zion,
whom no man seeketh after.</span></i></p>
<p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text Jer-30-17"><b>Jeremiah
30:17</b><br/>
</span></i></p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On
10/2/20 2:22 AM, Robert Withers
via Squeak-dev wrote:<br/>
</div>
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<p>Thank you for reaching out in
this manner on these issues.
Though be ye not concerned for
my health, Ron, I am in a good
place. The sobbing really helps
a LOT! And I was brought to that
tonight after screaming! And
discussing a couple of my many
suicide attempts. And realizing
the effect my not finding a home
with Squeak had affected me over
20 years. It hurts! I sob. All
is well; God is Good. The Truth
heals. All praise to the Most
High!</p>
<p>Kindly,<br/>
Rob<br/>
</p>
<div class="moz-cite-prefix">On
10/2/20 2:16 AM, Ron Teitelbaum
wrote:<br/>
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<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Rob,</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">You
have been in this place
before. Is there someone
you can talk to for help?
Do you have a connection to
someone that is working with
you on your issues? Would
you consider calling them
now?</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I've
seen you here before. I've
seen you doing much better.
You should be good to
yourself and get help now to
move into calmer water and
get on a more even keel. A
better future includes
protecting yourself, being
nice to yourself, and making
sure you get help when you
need it.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Don't
wait until later. I really
recommend you do it now.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Ron</div>
</div>
<br/>
<div class="gmail_quote">
<div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On Fri,
Oct 2, 2020 at 1:50 AM
Robert Withers <<a href="mailto:robert.withers@pm.me" moz-do-not-send="true">robert.withers@pm.me</a>>
wrote:<br/>
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0.8ex;border-left:1px solid
rgb(204,204,204);padding-left:1ex">
<div>
<h2><small>"And would not
encourage the feeding
of the indigent!"</small></h2>
<div>On 10/2/20 12:21 AM,
Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
</div>
<blockquote type="cite">
The Hellfire and its
occupants, not my
problem. I pay no
attention. Burn.<br/>
<p>I "Will be in a life
of bliss, In a Garden
on high. The Fruits
whereof"...</p>
<hr width="100%" size="2"/>
<h1 align="center"><small>Al
Haqqah (69)</small></h1>
<blockquote>
<blockquote>
<h2 align="center"><small>[The
Sure Reality!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>What
is the Sure
Reality?</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
what will make
thee realise
what the Sure
Reality is?</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>The
Thamud and the
'Ad People
(branded) as
false the
Stunning
Calamity!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>But
the Thamud,-
they were
destroyed by a
terrible Storm
of thunder and
lightning!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the 'Ad, they
were destroyed
by a furious
Wind,
exceedingly
violent;</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>He
made it rage
against them
seven nights and
eight days in
succession: so
that thou
couldst see the
(whole) people
lying prostrate
in its (path),
as they had been
roots of hollow
palm-trees
tumbled down!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>Then
seest thou any
of them left
surviving?</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
Pharaoh, and
those before
him, and the
Cities
Overthrown,
committed
habitual Sin.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
disobeyed (each)
the messenger of
their Lord; so
He punished them
with an abundant
Penalty.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>We,
when the water
(of Noah's
Flood)
overflowed
beyond its
limits, carried
you (mankind),
in the floating
(Ark),</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>That
We might make it
a Message unto
you, and that
ears (that
should hear the
tale and) retain
its memory
should bear its
(lessons) in
remembrance.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>Then,
when one blast
is sounded on
the Trumpet,</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the earth is
moved, and its
mountains, and
they are crushed
to powder at one
stroke,-</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>On
that Day shall
the (Great)
Event come to
pass.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the sky will be
rent asunder,
for it will that
Day be flimsy,</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
the angels will
be on its sides,
and eight will,
that Day, bear
the Throne of
thy Lord above
them.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>That
Day shall ye be
brought to
Judgment: not an
act of yours
that ye hide
will be hidden.</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>Then
he that will be
given his Record
in his right
hand will say:
"Ah here! Read
ye my Record!</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>"I
did really
understand that
my Account would
(One Day) reach
me!"</small></h2>
<h2 align="center"><small>And
he will be in a
life of Bliss,</small></h2>
<div name="verse:69:22" align="center">
<div>
<div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113644">
<h2><small>In
a Garden on
high,</small></h2>
</div>
</div>
</div>
<div name="verse:69:23" align="center">
<div>
<div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113645">
<h2><small>The
Fruits whereof
(will hang in
bunches) low
and near.</small></h2>
</div>
</div>
</div>
<div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113646" align="center">
<h2><small>"Eat ye
and drink ye,
with full
satisfaction;
because of the
(good) that ye
sent before
you, in the
days that are
gone!"</small></h2>
<h2><small>And he
that will be
given his
Record in his
left hand,
will say: "Ah!
Would that my
Record had not
been given to
me!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"And
that I had
never realised
how my account
(stood)!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Ah!
Would that
(Death) had
made an end of
me!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Of no
profit to me
has been my
wealth!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"My
power has
perished from
me!"...</small></h2>
<h2><small>(The
stern command
will say):
"Seize ye him,
and bind ye
him,</small></h2>
<h2><small>"And
burn ye him in
the Blazing
Fire.</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Further,
make him march
in a chain,
whereof the
length is
seventy
cubits!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"This
was he that
would not
believe in
Allah Most
High.</small></h2>
<h2><small>"And
would not
encourage the
feeding of the
indigent!</small></h2>
<h2><small>"So no
friend hath he
here this Day.</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Nor
hath he any
food except
the corruption
from the
washing of
wounds,</small></h2>
<h2><small>"Which
none do eat
but those in
sin."</small></h2>
<h2><small>So I do
call to
witness what
ye see,</small></h2>
<h2><small>And
what ye see
not,</small></h2>
<h2><small>That
this is verily
the word of an
honoured
messenger;</small></h2>
<h2><small>It is
not the word
of a poet:
little it is
ye believe!</small></h2>
<h2><small>Nor is
it the word of
a soothsayer:
little
admonition it
is ye receive.</small></h2>
<h2><small>(This
is) a Message
sent down from
the Lord of
the Worlds.</small></h2>
<h2><small>And if
the messenger
were to invent
any sayings in
Our name,</small></h2>
<h2><small>We
should
certainly
seize him by
his right
hand,</small></h2>
<h2><small>And We
should
certainly then
cut off the
artery of his
heart:</small></h2>
<h2><small>Nor
could any of
you withhold
him (from Our
wrath).</small></h2>
<h2><small>But
verily this is
a Message for
the
Allah-fearing.</small></h2>
<h2><small>And We
certainly know
that there are
amongst you
those that
reject (it).</small></h2>
<h2><small>But
truly
(Revelation)
is a cause of
sorrow for the
Unbelievers.</small></h2>
<h2><small>But
verily it is
Truth of
assured
certainty.</small></h2>
<h2><small>So
glorify the
name of thy
Lord Most
High.</small></h2>
<h2><small>] -
Quran 69:1-52<br/>
</small></h2>
</div>
</blockquote>
</blockquote>
<p>---<br/>
</p>
<p>Slosher<br/>
Oriental, NC<br/>
</p>
<blockquote type="cite">
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<br/>
<div>On 10/1/20
11:36 PM, Ron
Teitelbaum wrote:<br/>
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<blockquote type="cite">
<div dir="ltr">
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Hi Rob,</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I'm so sorry you felt that way. I know you have
had major
issues, you
have said the
same
yourself. I'm
always happy
to see you
come back even
after long
absences. You
are a
brilliant coder
and it has
been my
distinct
pleasure to
work with you
on
Cryptography!
Thank you for
all you have
done and
indeed you are
responsible
for adding
significant
value to
Squeak and the
community. </div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">We all work on code and it's easy to work your
ass off on
something to
make it work
and forget
where it
originated.
We all
contribute in
large and
small ways to
everything.
If you started
VMMaker thank
you! It is
definitely
something a
lot of us
use. I
remember
learning all
about it a
long long time
ago before I
realized that
while I could
understand it
and I could
use it, the
people that
work on the VM
are a level
higher than
me. I just
make apps!</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I remember getting in an argument with Andreas
about adding
methods to
collection.
"WE DON"T NEED
more methods
in Collection
we need to
remove most of
them and make
it easier!" I
argued with
him about the
value over and
over but he
insisted that
they just
didn't add
enough value.
I could have
been put off.
I could have
assumed that
Andreas didn't
like me but I
would have
been very
wrong! I was
really honored
to get the
chance to work
with him and
we became
great
friends. Of
course I added
my methods to
the code we
were working
on together
and was so
thrilled when
he used my
methods for
his own code.</div>
<div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">I
don't know
what happened
with VMMaker
but again
thank you for
your participation in it.. I wanted to take a minute to thank you for
your work and
to let you
know it is my
honor to work
with you too!
I hope that
you can come
to terms with
your past and
that you get
the help you
need for your
CPTSD. </div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">Everything
is possible,
the past is
gone, but the
future is
still yours to
shape. I wish
the past was
set in stone
but even that
moves and
slips. I was
talking to my
wife about a
party we
attended:
"Remember in
2000 we were
at the party
and counted
down the new
year and
someone hit
the breaker
and killed the
lights! We
were all
talking about
what would
happen in the
year 2000,
would
everything
break!" Great
story except
that I hadn't
met my wife
yet! The past
is only what
we remember
but the future
is something
we have
control over.
Peace, calm,
happyness,
they are all
hard to come
by but they
are possible.
I wish you
success in
finding what
makes your
future better.</div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">I'm
sorry
about the bad
things that
have happened
to you in
the past. As
far as I'm
concerned, you
are welcomed
here! </div>
<div class="gmail_default"><br/>
</div>
<div class="gmail_default">All
the best,</div>
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<div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On
Thu, Oct 1,
2020 at 10:38
PM Robert
Withers via
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<p>:sob::sob::sob:<br/>
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<div>On
10/1/20 10:34
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<p>I wrote to
the #general
Squeak Slack
channel:</p>
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<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">What
a complete
larcenous
bastard. 20
years ago,
this month,
published it
as his own
work. And been
against me
ever since. My
CPTSD (100%
veteran
service-connected)
comes with an
exquisitely
sensitive
deception
meter. There
are those who
shunned me and
ostracized me
and made me
feel MOST
UNWELCOME.
For 20 years.
My delusions
kick in and I
start
suspecting
back channel
communications
against me. My
love for
Squeak
conflicted
with what I
knew was
happening. but
I hung in
there and
worked on
Cryptography,
work with a
group of great
people and
that I am
satisfied with
its added
value to
Squeak. For 20
years I KNEW
people were
against me in
the community.
I cannot
describe how
negatively
this affected
me. My third
suicide
attempt, in
2007 I jumped
off the roof
of a 6 story
apartment
building and
broke my back
along with
many bones.
God did not
want me to
die, yet, so I
lived. This
deception and
ostracism is
most well
highlighted by
the taking
credit for my
work, without
attribution.
He is a
complete tool.
SHAME!</span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">I
do not know
the degree to
which he spoke
against me. I<span> </span></span><b style="box-sizing:inherit;color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial">imagine</b><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span> </span>it
was ever since
2000.
Delusions!
What is real?
I knew not. So
much torment!
AGONY! They do
not welcome
me! They are
trying to
chase me off!
Good grief,
Charlie Brown.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">Severely
exacerbated my
CPTSD! I kept
trying to kill
myself because
of it! I
thought I had
done something
egregiously
wrong.
Whatever it
was it had to
be my fault. I
was not
feeling the
love, even
from myself.</span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
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<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:</span></p>
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<span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">In
2017, 900
units of
insulin
brought my
blood glucose
below 40. I
almost
succeeded that
time.</span></span></p>
<p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
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<p>rww<br/>
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<pre>The worst sort of person is one who takes the credit for the work of
another. Wouldn't you agree?
You may wish to hear John's judgement on the matter. He was right there
when it was first built.
If you are not humble you will be humiliated, and brought low.
rww
On 10/1/20 8:35 PM, tim Rowledge wrote:
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<pre>On 2020-10-01, at 4:57 PM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev <a href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true"><squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org></a> wrote:
I am curious. Who was the original author of the VMMaker Tool?
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<pre>That would be me; back in exobox days. Written along with the original VMMaker and intended to be an example of clean, tidy, morphic usage. I've no idea if anyone ever uses it now, since running it via scripting has proven more valuable.
tim
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"Wibble" said Pooh the stress beginning to show.
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