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    <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert Withers
      wrote:<br/>
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      <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert Withers
        wrote:<br/>
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        <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:23 AM, Robert Withers
          wrote:<br/>
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          <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:16 AM, Robert
            Withers wrote:<br/>
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            <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:07 AM, Robert
              Withers wrote:<br/>
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              <p>I haven't heard from sparky, recently. Has anyone?<br/>
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              <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:03 AM, Robert
                Withers wrote:<br/>
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                <p>Gotta meditate to this entire run! It's deep.<br/>
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                  <a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects</a><br/>
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                <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:50 AM, Robert
                  Withers via Squeak-dev wrote:<br/>
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                  <p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta</a></p>
                  <p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando</a><br/>
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                  <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:39 AM,
                    Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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                    <p>Play a bit of these spicy beats! The music helps
                      me to express what is on the inside.<br/>
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                    <p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711</a><br/>
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                    <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:26 AM,
                      Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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                      <p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text
                            Jer-30-17">For I will restore health unto
                            thee, and I will heal thee of thy wounds,
                            saith the <span style="font-variant:
                              small-caps" class="small-caps">Lord</span>;
                            because they called thee an Outcast, saying,
                            This is Zion, whom no man seeketh after.</span></i></p>
                      <p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text
                            Jer-30-17"><b>Jeremiah 30:17</b><br/>
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                      <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:22 AM,
                        Robert Withers via Squeak-dev wrote:<br/>
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                        <p>Thank you for reaching out in this manner on
                          these issues. Though be ye not concerned for
                          my health, Ron, I am in a good place. The
                          sobbing really helps a LOT! And I was brought
                          to that tonight after screaming! And
                          discussing a couple of my many suicide
                          attempts. And realizing the effect my not
                          finding a home with Squeak had affected me
                          over 20 years. It hurts! I sob. All is well;
                          God is Good. The Truth heals. All praise to
                          the Most High!</p>
                        <p>Kindly,<br/>
                          Rob<br/>
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                        <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:16 AM,
                          Ron Teitelbaum wrote:<br/>
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                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Rob,</div>
                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
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                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">You have been in
                              this place before.  Is there someone you
                              can talk to for help?  Do you have a
                              connection to someone that is working with
                              you on your issues?  Would you consider
                              calling them now?</div>
                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                            </div>
                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I've seen you here
                              before.  I've seen you doing much better. 
                              You should be good to yourself and get
                              help now to move into calmer water and get
                              on a more even keel.  A better future
                              includes protecting yourself, being nice
                              to yourself, and making sure you get help
                              when you need it.</div>
                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                            </div>
                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Don't wait until
                              later.  I really recommend you do it now.</div>
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                            </div>
                            <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Ron</div>
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                          <br/>
                          <div class="gmail_quote">
                            <div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On Fri,
                              Oct 2, 2020 at 1:50 AM Robert Withers <<a href="mailto:robert.withers@pm.me" moz-do-not-send="true">robert.withers@pm.me</a>>
                              wrote:<br/>
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                                <h2><small>"And would not encourage the
                                    feeding of the indigent!"</small></h2>
                                <div>On 10/2/20 12:21 AM, Robert Withers
                                  wrote:<br/>
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                                <blockquote type="cite"> The Hellfire
                                  and its occupants, not my problem. I
                                  pay no attention. Burn.<br/>
                                  <p>I "Will be in a life of bliss, In a
                                    Garden on high. The Fruits
                                    whereof"...</p>
                                  <hr width="100%" size="2"/>
                                  <h1 align="center"><small>Al Haqqah
                                      (69)</small></h1>
                                  <blockquote>
                                    <blockquote>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>[The
                                          Sure Reality!</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>What is
                                          the Sure Reality?</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>And what
                                          will make thee realise what
                                          the Sure Reality is?</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>The
                                          Thamud and the 'Ad People
                                          (branded) as false the
                                          Stunning Calamity!</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>But the
                                          Thamud,- they were destroyed
                                          by a terrible Storm of thunder
                                          and lightning!</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>And the
                                          'Ad, they were destroyed by a
                                          furious Wind, exceedingly
                                          violent;</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>He made
                                          it rage against them seven
                                          nights and eight days in
                                          succession: so that thou
                                          couldst see the (whole) people
                                          lying prostrate in its (path),
                                          as they had been roots of
                                          hollow palm-trees tumbled
                                          down!</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>Then
                                          seest thou any of them left
                                          surviving?</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>And
                                          Pharaoh, and those before him,
                                          and the Cities Overthrown,
                                          committed habitual Sin.</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>And
                                          disobeyed (each) the messenger
                                          of their Lord; so He punished
                                          them with an abundant Penalty.</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>We, when
                                          the water (of Noah's Flood)
                                          overflowed beyond its limits,
                                          carried you (mankind), in the
                                          floating (Ark),</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>That We
                                          might make it a Message unto
                                          you, and that ears (that
                                          should hear the tale and)
                                          retain its memory should bear
                                          its (lessons) in remembrance.</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>Then,
                                          when one blast is sounded on
                                          the Trumpet,</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>And the
                                          earth is moved, and its
                                          mountains, and they are
                                          crushed to powder at one
                                          stroke,-</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>On that
                                          Day shall the (Great) Event
                                          come to pass.</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>And the
                                          sky will be rent asunder, for
                                          it will that Day be flimsy,</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>And the
                                          angels will be on its sides,
                                          and eight will, that Day, bear
                                          the Throne of thy Lord above
                                          them.</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>That Day
                                          shall ye be brought to
                                          Judgment: not an act of yours
                                          that ye hide will be hidden.</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>Then he
                                          that will be given his Record
                                          in his right hand will say:
                                          "Ah here! Read ye my Record!</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>"I did
                                          really understand that my
                                          Account would (One Day) reach
                                          me!"</small></h2>
                                      <h2 align="center"><small>And he
                                          will be in a life of Bliss,</small></h2>
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                                        <div>
                                          <div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113644">
                                            <h2><small>In a Garden on
                                                high,</small></h2>
                                          </div>
                                        </div>
                                      </div>
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                                        <div>
                                          <div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113645">
                                            <h2><small>The Fruits
                                                whereof (will hang in
                                                bunches) low and near.</small></h2>
                                          </div>
                                        </div>
                                      </div>
                                      <div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113646" align="center">
                                        <h2><small>"Eat ye and drink ye,
                                            with full satisfaction;
                                            because of the (good) that
                                            ye sent before you, in the
                                            days that are gone!"</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>And he that will be
                                            given his Record in his left
                                            hand, will say: "Ah! Would
                                            that my Record had not been
                                            given to me!</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>"And that I had never
                                            realised how my account
                                            (stood)!</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>"Ah! Would that
                                            (Death) had made an end of
                                            me!</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>"Of no profit to me
                                            has been my wealth!</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>"My power has
                                            perished from me!"...</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>(The stern command
                                            will say): "Seize ye him,
                                            and bind ye him,</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>"And burn ye him in
                                            the Blazing Fire.</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>"Further, make him
                                            march in a chain, whereof
                                            the length is seventy
                                            cubits!</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>"This was he that
                                            would not believe in Allah
                                            Most High.</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>"And would not
                                            encourage the feeding of the
                                            indigent!</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>"So no friend hath he
                                            here this Day.</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>"Nor hath he any food
                                            except the corruption from
                                            the washing of wounds,</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>"Which none do eat
                                            but those in sin."</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>So I do call to
                                            witness what ye see,</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>And what ye see not,</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>That this is verily
                                            the word of an honoured
                                            messenger;</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>It is not the word of
                                            a poet: little it is ye
                                            believe!</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>Nor is it the word of
                                            a soothsayer: little
                                            admonition it is ye receive.</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>(This is) a Message
                                            sent down from the Lord of
                                            the Worlds.</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>And if the messenger
                                            were to invent any sayings
                                            in Our name,</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>We should certainly
                                            seize him by his right hand,</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>And We should
                                            certainly then cut off the
                                            artery of his heart:</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>Nor could any of you
                                            withhold him (from Our
                                            wrath).</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>But verily this is a
                                            Message for the
                                            Allah-fearing.</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>And We certainly know
                                            that there are amongst you
                                            those that reject (it).</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>But truly
                                            (Revelation) is a cause of
                                            sorrow for the Unbelievers.</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>But verily it is
                                            Truth of assured certainty.</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>So glorify the name
                                            of thy Lord Most High.</small></h2>
                                        <h2><small>] - Quran 69:1-52<br/>
                                          </small></h2>
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                                  </blockquote>
                                  <p>---<br/>
                                  </p>
                                  <p>Slosher<br/>
                                    Oriental, NC<br/>
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                                      <div>On 10/1/20 11:36 PM, Ron
                                        Teitelbaum wrote:<br/>
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                                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Hi
                                            Rob,</div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                                          </div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I'm
                                            so sorry you felt that way. 
                                            I know you have had major
                                            issues, you have said the
                                            same yourself.  I'm always
                                            happy to see you come back
                                            even after long absences. 
                                            You are a brilliant coder
                                            and it has been my distinct
                                            pleasure to work with you on
                                            Cryptography!  Thank you for
                                            all you have done and indeed
                                            you are responsible for
                                            adding significant value to
                                            Squeak and the community.  </div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                                          </div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">We
                                            all work on code and it's
                                            easy to work your ass off on
                                            something to make it work
                                            and forget where it
                                            originated.  We all
                                            contribute in large and
                                            small ways to everything. 
                                            If you started VMMaker thank
                                            you!  It is definitely
                                            something a lot of us use. 
                                            I remember learning all
                                            about it a long long time
                                            ago before I realized that
                                            while I could understand it
                                            and I could use it, the
                                            people that work on the VM
                                            are a level higher than me. 
                                            I just make apps!</div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                                          </div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I
                                            remember getting in an
                                            argument with Andreas about
                                            adding methods to
                                            collection.  "WE DON"T NEED
                                            more methods in Collection
                                            we need to remove most of
                                            them and make it easier!" I
                                            argued with him about the
                                            value over and over but he
                                            insisted that they just
                                            didn't add enough value.  I
                                            could have been put off.  I
                                            could have assumed that
                                            Andreas didn't like me but I
                                            would have been very wrong! 
                                            I was really honored to get
                                            the chance to work with him
                                            and we became great
                                            friends.  Of course I added
                                            my methods to the code we
                                            were working on together and
                                            was so thrilled when he used
                                            my methods for his own code.</div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                                          </div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default">I
                                            don't know what happened
                                            with VMMaker but again thank
                                            you for your participation
                                            in it.. I wanted to take a
                                            minute to thank you for your
                                            work and to let you know it
                                            is my honor to work with you
                                            too!  I hope that you can
                                            come to terms with your past
                                            and that you get the help
                                            you need for your CPTSD.  </div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default"><br/>
                                          </div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default">Everything
                                            is possible, the past is
                                            gone, but the future is
                                            still yours to shape.  I
                                            wish the past was set in
                                            stone but even that moves
                                            and slips.  I was talking to
                                            my wife about a party we
                                            attended: "Remember in 2000
                                            we were at the party and
                                            counted down the new year
                                            and someone hit the breaker
                                            and killed the lights!  We
                                            were all talking about what
                                            would happen in the year
                                            2000, would everything
                                            break!"  Great story except
                                            that I hadn't met my wife
                                            yet!  The past is only what
                                            we remember but the future
                                            is something we have control
                                            over.  Peace, calm,
                                            happyness, they are all hard
                                            to come by but they are
                                            possible.  I wish you
                                            success in finding what
                                            makes your future better.</div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default"><br/>
                                          </div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default">I'm
                                            sorry about the bad things
                                            that have happened to you in
                                            the past.  As far as I'm
                                            concerned, you are welcomed
                                            here!  </div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default"><br/>
                                          </div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default">All
                                            the best,</div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default"><br/>
                                          </div>
                                          <div class="gmail_default">Ron
                                            Teitelbaum </div>
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                                          </div>
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                                          </div>
                                        </div>
                                        <br/>
                                        <div class="gmail_quote">
                                          <div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On Thu,
                                            Oct 1, 2020 at 10:38 PM
                                            Robert Withers via
                                            Squeak-dev <<a href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org</a>>
                                            wrote:<br/>
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                                              <p>:sob::sob::sob:<br/>
                                              </p>
                                              <div>On 10/1/20 10:34 PM,
                                                Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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                                              <blockquote type="cite">
                                                <p>I wrote to the
                                                  #general Squeak Slack
                                                  channel:</p>
                                                <blockquote>
                                                  <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">What
                                                      a complete
                                                      larcenous bastard.
                                                      20 years ago, this
                                                      month, published
                                                      it as his own
                                                      work. And been
                                                      against me ever
                                                      since. My CPTSD
                                                      (100% veteran
                                                      service-connected)
                                                      comes with an
                                                      exquisitely
                                                      sensitive
                                                      deception meter.
                                                      There are those
                                                      who shunned me and
                                                      ostracized me and
                                                      made me feel MOST
                                                      UNWELCOME. For  20
                                                      years. My
                                                      delusions kick in
                                                      and I start
                                                      suspecting back
                                                      channel
                                                      communications
                                                      against me. My
                                                      love for Squeak
                                                      conflicted with
                                                      what I knew was
                                                      happening. but I
                                                      hung in there and
                                                      worked on
                                                      Cryptography, work
                                                      with a group of
                                                      great people and
                                                      that I am
                                                      satisfied with its
                                                      added value to
                                                      Squeak. For 20
                                                      years I KNEW
                                                      people were
                                                      against me in the
                                                      community. I
                                                      cannot describe
                                                      how negatively
                                                      this affected me.
                                                      My third suicide
                                                      attempt, in 2007 I
                                                      jumped off the
                                                      roof of a 6 story
                                                      apartment building
                                                      and broke my back
                                                      along with many
                                                      bones. God did not
                                                      want me to die,
                                                      yet, so I lived.
                                                      This deception and
                                                      ostracism is most
                                                      well highlighted
                                                      by the taking
                                                      credit for my
                                                      work, without
                                                      attribution. He is
                                                      a complete tool.
                                                      SHAME!</span></p>
                                                  <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">I
                                                        do not know the
                                                        degree to which
                                                        he spoke against
                                                        me. I<span> </span></span><b style="box-sizing:inherit;color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial">imagine</b><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span> </span>it
                                                        was ever since
                                                        2000. Delusions!
                                                        What is real? I
                                                        knew not. So
                                                        much torment!
                                                        AGONY! They do
                                                        not welcome me!
                                                        They are trying
                                                        to chase me off!
                                                        Good grief,
                                                        Charlie Brown.</span></span></p>
                                                  <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">Severely
                                                      exacerbated my
                                                      CPTSD! I kept
                                                      trying to kill
                                                      myself because of
                                                      it! I thought I
                                                      had done something
                                                      egregiously wrong.
                                                      Whatever it was it
                                                      had to be my
                                                      fault. I was not
                                                      feeling the love,
                                                      even from myself.</span></p>
                                                  <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
                                                    </span></p>
                                                  <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:</span></p>
                                                  <p><br/>
                                                    <span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">In
                                                        2017, 900 units
                                                        of insulin
                                                        brought my blood
                                                        glucose below
                                                        40. I almost
                                                        succeeded that
                                                        time.</span></span></p>
                                                  <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
                                                      </span></span></p>
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                                                <p>rww<br/>
                                                </p>
                                                <div>On 10/1/20 8:55 PM,
                                                  Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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                                                  <pre>The worst sort of person is one who takes the credit for the work of
another. Wouldn't you agree?

You may wish to hear John's judgement on the matter. He was right there
when it was first built.

If you are not humble you will be humiliated, and brought low.

rww

On 10/1/20 8:35 PM, tim Rowledge wrote:
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                                                    <blockquote type="cite">
                                                      <pre>On 2020-10-01, at 4:57 PM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev <a href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true"><squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org></a> wrote:

I am curious. Who was the original author of the VMMaker Tool?
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                                                    <pre>That would be me; back in exobox days. Written along with the original VMMaker and intended to be an example of clean, tidy, morphic usage. I've no idea if anyone ever uses it now, since running it via scripting has proven more valuable.


tim
--
tim Rowledge; <a href="mailto:tim@rowledge.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">tim@rowledge.org</a>; <a href="http://www.rowledge.org/tim" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">http://www.rowledge.org/tim</a>
"Wibble" said Pooh the stress beginning to show.



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