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    <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:24 AM, Robert Withers
      wrote:<br/>
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      <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:23 AM, Robert Withers
        wrote:<br/>
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        <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:16 AM, Robert Withers
          wrote:<br/>
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          <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:07 AM, Robert
            Withers wrote:<br/>
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            <p>I haven't heard from sparky, recently. Has anyone?<br/>
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            <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 3:03 AM, Robert
              Withers wrote:<br/>
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              <p>Gotta meditate to this entire run! It's deep.<br/>
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                <a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/yusuke-mizushima/acid-jazz-mix-jazzual-suspects</a><br/>
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              <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:50 AM, Robert
                Withers via Squeak-dev wrote:<br/>
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                <p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/rasta</a></p>
                <p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando" moz-do-not-send="true">https://soundcloud.com/robert_withers/mando</a><br/>
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                <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:39 AM, Robert
                  Withers wrote:<br/>
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                  <p>Play a bit of these spicy beats! The music helps me
                    to express what is on the inside.<br/>
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                  <p><a class="moz-txt-link-freetext" href="https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711" moz-do-not-send="true">https://youtu.be/3q8nGnls1Ow?t=2711</a><br/>
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                  <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:26 AM,
                    Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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                    <p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text Jer-30-17">For
                          I will restore health unto thee, and I will
                          heal thee of thy wounds, saith the <span style="font-variant: small-caps" class="small-caps">Lord</span>; because they
                          called thee an Outcast, saying, This is Zion,
                          whom no man seeketh after.</span></i></p>
                    <p><i><span id="en-KJV-19685" class="text Jer-30-17"><b>Jeremiah
                            30:17</b><br/>
                        </span></i></p>
                    <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:22 AM,
                      Robert Withers via Squeak-dev wrote:<br/>
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                      <p>Thank you for reaching out in this manner on
                        these issues. Though be ye not concerned for my
                        health, Ron, I am in a good place. The sobbing
                        really helps a LOT! And I was brought to that
                        tonight after screaming! And discussing a couple
                        of my many suicide attempts. And realizing the
                        effect my not finding a home with Squeak had
                        affected me over 20 years. It hurts! I sob. All
                        is well; God is Good. The Truth heals. All
                        praise to the Most High!</p>
                      <p>Kindly,<br/>
                        Rob<br/>
                      </p>
                      <div class="moz-cite-prefix">On 10/2/20 2:16 AM,
                        Ron Teitelbaum wrote:<br/>
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                      <blockquote type="cite" cite="mid:CAEzdQ-eVFuG-ruo7WYhTh3JfKNv9MvK5zFXUAtCewgX1xuh=RA@mail.gmail.com">
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                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Rob,</div>
                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                          </div>
                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">You have been in
                            this place before.  Is there someone you can
                            talk to for help?  Do you have a connection
                            to someone that is working with you on your
                            issues?  Would you consider calling them
                            now?</div>
                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                          </div>
                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I've seen you here
                            before.  I've seen you doing much better. 
                            You should be good to yourself and get help
                            now to move into calmer water and get on a
                            more even keel.  A better future includes
                            protecting yourself, being nice to yourself,
                            and making sure you get help when you need
                            it.</div>
                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                          </div>
                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Don't wait until
                            later.  I really recommend you do it now.</div>
                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                          </div>
                          <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Ron</div>
                        </div>
                        <br/>
                        <div class="gmail_quote">
                          <div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On Fri, Oct
                            2, 2020 at 1:50 AM Robert Withers <<a href="mailto:robert.withers@pm.me" moz-do-not-send="true">robert.withers@pm.me</a>>
                            wrote:<br/>
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                              <h2><small>"And would not encourage the
                                  feeding of the indigent!"</small></h2>
                              <div>On 10/2/20 12:21 AM, Robert Withers
                                wrote:<br/>
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                              <blockquote type="cite"> The Hellfire and
                                its occupants, not my problem. I pay no
                                attention. Burn.<br/>
                                <p>I "Will be in a life of bliss, In a
                                  Garden on high. The Fruits whereof"...</p>
                                <hr width="100%" size="2"/>
                                <h1 align="center"><small>Al Haqqah (69)</small></h1>
                                <blockquote>
                                  <blockquote>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>[The Sure
                                        Reality!</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>What is
                                        the Sure Reality?</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>And what
                                        will make thee realise what the
                                        Sure Reality is?</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>The Thamud
                                        and the 'Ad People (branded) as
                                        false the Stunning Calamity!</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>But the
                                        Thamud,- they were destroyed by
                                        a terrible Storm of thunder and
                                        lightning!</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>And the
                                        'Ad, they were destroyed by a
                                        furious Wind, exceedingly
                                        violent;</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>He made it
                                        rage against them seven nights
                                        and eight days in succession: so
                                        that thou couldst see the
                                        (whole) people lying prostrate
                                        in its (path), as they had been
                                        roots of hollow palm-trees
                                        tumbled down!</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>Then seest
                                        thou any of them left surviving?</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>And
                                        Pharaoh, and those before him,
                                        and the Cities Overthrown,
                                        committed habitual Sin.</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>And
                                        disobeyed (each) the messenger
                                        of their Lord; so He punished
                                        them with an abundant Penalty.</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>We, when
                                        the water (of Noah's Flood)
                                        overflowed beyond its limits,
                                        carried you (mankind), in the
                                        floating (Ark),</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>That We
                                        might make it a Message unto
                                        you, and that ears (that should
                                        hear the tale and) retain its
                                        memory should bear its (lessons)
                                        in remembrance.</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>Then, when
                                        one blast is sounded on the
                                        Trumpet,</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>And the
                                        earth is moved, and its
                                        mountains, and they are crushed
                                        to powder at one stroke,-</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>On that
                                        Day shall the (Great) Event come
                                        to pass.</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>And the
                                        sky will be rent asunder, for it
                                        will that Day be flimsy,</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>And the
                                        angels will be on its sides, and
                                        eight will, that Day, bear the
                                        Throne of thy Lord above them.</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>That Day
                                        shall ye be brought to Judgment:
                                        not an act of yours that ye hide
                                        will be hidden.</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>Then he
                                        that will be given his Record in
                                        his right hand will say: "Ah
                                        here! Read ye my Record!</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>"I did
                                        really understand that my
                                        Account would (One Day) reach
                                        me!"</small></h2>
                                    <h2 align="center"><small>And he
                                        will be in a life of Bliss,</small></h2>
                                    <div name="verse:69:22" align="center">
                                      <div>
                                        <div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113644">
                                          <h2><small>In a Garden on
                                              high,</small></h2>
                                        </div>
                                      </div>
                                    </div>
                                    <div name="verse:69:23" align="center">
                                      <div>
                                        <div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113645">
                                          <h2><small>The Fruits whereof
                                              (will hang in bunches) low
                                              and near.</small></h2>
                                        </div>
                                      </div>
                                    </div>
                                    <div id="gmail-m_2205346858104581037trans113646" align="center">
                                      <h2><small>"Eat ye and drink ye,
                                          with full satisfaction;
                                          because of the (good) that ye
                                          sent before you, in the days
                                          that are gone!"</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>And he that will be
                                          given his Record in his left
                                          hand, will say: "Ah! Would
                                          that my Record had not been
                                          given to me!</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>"And that I had never
                                          realised how my account
                                          (stood)!</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>"Ah! Would that (Death)
                                          had made an end of me!</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>"Of no profit to me has
                                          been my wealth!</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>"My power has perished
                                          from me!"...</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>(The stern command will
                                          say): "Seize ye him, and bind
                                          ye him,</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>"And burn ye him in the
                                          Blazing Fire.</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>"Further, make him
                                          march in a chain, whereof the
                                          length is seventy cubits!</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>"This was he that would
                                          not believe in Allah Most
                                          High.</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>"And would not
                                          encourage the feeding of the
                                          indigent!</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>"So no friend hath he
                                          here this Day.</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>"Nor hath he any food
                                          except the corruption from the
                                          washing of wounds,</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>"Which none do eat but
                                          those in sin."</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>So I do call to witness
                                          what ye see,</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>And what ye see not,</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>That this is verily the
                                          word of an honoured messenger;</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>It is not the word of a
                                          poet: little it is ye believe!</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>Nor is it the word of a
                                          soothsayer: little admonition
                                          it is ye receive.</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>(This is) a Message
                                          sent down from the Lord of the
                                          Worlds.</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>And if the messenger
                                          were to invent any sayings in
                                          Our name,</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>We should certainly
                                          seize him by his right hand,</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>And We should certainly
                                          then cut off the artery of his
                                          heart:</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>Nor could any of you
                                          withhold him (from Our wrath).</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>But verily this is a
                                          Message for the Allah-fearing.</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>And We certainly know
                                          that there are amongst you
                                          those that reject (it).</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>But truly (Revelation)
                                          is a cause of sorrow for the
                                          Unbelievers.</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>But verily it is Truth
                                          of assured certainty.</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>So glorify the name of
                                          thy Lord Most High.</small></h2>
                                      <h2><small>] - Quran 69:1-52<br/>
                                        </small></h2>
                                    </div>
                                  </blockquote>
                                </blockquote>
                                <p>---<br/>
                                </p>
                                <p>Slosher<br/>
                                  Oriental, NC<br/>
                                </p>
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                                    <div>On 10/1/20 11:36 PM, Ron
                                      Teitelbaum wrote:<br/>
                                    </div>
                                    <blockquote type="cite">
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                                        <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">Hi
                                          Rob,</div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                                        </div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I'm so
                                          sorry you felt that way.  I
                                          know you have had major
                                          issues, you have said the same
                                          yourself.  I'm always happy to
                                          see you come back even after
                                          long absences.  You are a
                                          brilliant coder and it has
                                          been my distinct pleasure to
                                          work with you on
                                          Cryptography!  Thank you for
                                          all you have done and indeed
                                          you are responsible for adding
                                          significant value to Squeak
                                          and the community.  </div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                                        </div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">We all
                                          work on code and it's easy to
                                          work your ass off on something
                                          to make it work and forget
                                          where it originated.  We all
                                          contribute in large and small
                                          ways to everything.  If you
                                          started VMMaker thank you!  It
                                          is definitely something a lot
                                          of us use.  I remember
                                          learning all about it a long
                                          long time ago before I
                                          realized that while I could
                                          understand it and I could use
                                          it, the people that work on
                                          the VM are a level higher than
                                          me.  I just make apps!</div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small"><br/>
                                        </div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default" style="font-size:small">I
                                          remember getting in an
                                          argument with Andreas about
                                          adding methods to collection. 
                                          "WE DON"T NEED more methods in
                                          Collection we need to remove
                                          most of them and make it
                                          easier!" I argued with him
                                          about the value over and over
                                          but he insisted that they just
                                          didn't add enough value.  I
                                          could have been put off.  I
                                          could have assumed that
                                          Andreas didn't like me but I
                                          would have been very wrong!  I
                                          was really honored to get the
                                          chance to work with him and we
                                          became great friends.  Of
                                          course I added my methods to
                                          the code we were working on
                                          together and was so thrilled
                                          when he used my methods for
                                          his own code.</div>
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                                        <div class="gmail_default">I
                                          don't know what happened with
                                          VMMaker but again thank you
                                          for your participation in it..
                                          I wanted to take a minute to
                                          thank you for your work and to
                                          let you know it is my honor to
                                          work with you too!  I hope
                                          that you can come to terms
                                          with your past and that you
                                          get the help you need for your
                                          CPTSD.  </div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default"><br/>
                                        </div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default">Everything
                                          is possible, the past is gone,
                                          but the future is still yours
                                          to shape.  I wish the past was
                                          set in stone but even that
                                          moves and slips.  I was
                                          talking to my wife about a
                                          party we attended: "Remember
                                          in 2000 we were at the party
                                          and counted down the new year
                                          and someone hit the breaker
                                          and killed the lights!  We
                                          were all talking about what
                                          would happen in the year 2000,
                                          would everything break!" 
                                          Great story except that I
                                          hadn't met my wife yet!  The
                                          past is only what we remember
                                          but the future is something we
                                          have control over.  Peace,
                                          calm, happyness, they are all
                                          hard to come by but they are
                                          possible.  I wish you success
                                          in finding what makes your
                                          future better.</div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default"><br/>
                                        </div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default">I'm
                                          sorry about the bad things
                                          that have happened to you in
                                          the past.  As far as I'm
                                          concerned, you are welcomed
                                          here!  </div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default"><br/>
                                        </div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default">All
                                          the best,</div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default"><br/>
                                        </div>
                                        <div class="gmail_default">Ron
                                          Teitelbaum </div>
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                                      <br/>
                                      <div class="gmail_quote">
                                        <div dir="ltr" class="gmail_attr">On Thu, Oct
                                          1, 2020 at 10:38 PM Robert
                                          Withers via Squeak-dev <<a href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org</a>>
                                          wrote:<br/>
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                                            <p>:sob::sob::sob:<br/>
                                            </p>
                                            <div>On 10/1/20 10:34 PM,
                                              Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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                                            <blockquote type="cite">
                                              <p>I wrote to the #general
                                                Squeak Slack channel:</p>
                                              <blockquote>
                                                <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">What
                                                    a complete larcenous
                                                    bastard. 20 years
                                                    ago, this month,
                                                    published it as his
                                                    own work. And been
                                                    against me ever
                                                    since. My CPTSD
                                                    (100% veteran
                                                    service-connected)
                                                    comes with an
                                                    exquisitely
                                                    sensitive deception
                                                    meter. There are
                                                    those who shunned me
                                                    and ostracized me
                                                    and made me feel
                                                    MOST UNWELCOME. For 
                                                    20 years. My
                                                    delusions kick in
                                                    and I start
                                                    suspecting back
                                                    channel
                                                    communications
                                                    against me. My love
                                                    for Squeak
                                                    conflicted with what
                                                    I knew was
                                                    happening. but I
                                                    hung in there and
                                                    worked on
                                                    Cryptography, work
                                                    with a group of
                                                    great people and
                                                    that I am satisfied
                                                    with its added value
                                                    to Squeak. For 20
                                                    years I KNEW people
                                                    were against me in
                                                    the community. I
                                                    cannot describe how
                                                    negatively this
                                                    affected me. My
                                                    third suicide
                                                    attempt, in 2007 I
                                                    jumped off the roof
                                                    of a 6 story
                                                    apartment building
                                                    and broke my back
                                                    along with many
                                                    bones. God did not
                                                    want me to die, yet,
                                                    so I lived. This
                                                    deception and
                                                    ostracism is most
                                                    well highlighted by
                                                    the taking credit
                                                    for my work, without
                                                    attribution. He is a
                                                    complete tool.
                                                    SHAME!</span></p>
                                                <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">I
                                                      do not know the
                                                      degree to which he
                                                      spoke against me.
                                                      I<span> </span></span><b style="box-sizing:inherit;color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial">imagine</b><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span> </span>it
                                                      was ever since
                                                      2000. Delusions!
                                                      What is real? I
                                                      knew not. So much
                                                      torment! AGONY!
                                                      They do not
                                                      welcome me! They
                                                      are trying to
                                                      chase me off! Good
                                                      grief, Charlie
                                                      Brown.</span></span></p>
                                                <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">Severely
                                                    exacerbated my
                                                    CPTSD! I kept trying
                                                    to kill myself
                                                    because of it! I
                                                    thought I had done
                                                    something
                                                    egregiously wrong.
                                                    Whatever it was it
                                                    had to be my fault.
                                                    I was not feeling
                                                    the love, even from
                                                    myself.</span></p>
                                                <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
                                                  </span></p>
                                                <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:</span></p>
                                                <p><br/>
                                                  <span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">In
                                                      2017, 900 units of
                                                      insulin brought my
                                                      blood glucose
                                                      below 40. I almost
                                                      succeeded that
                                                      time.</span></span></p>
                                                <p><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline"><span style="color:rgb(29,28,29);font-family:Slack-Lato,appleLogo,sans-serif;font-size:15px;font-style:normal;font-variant-ligatures:common-ligatures;font-variant-caps:normal;font-weight:400;letter-spacing:normal;text-align:left;text-indent:0px;text-transform:none;white-space:normal;word-spacing:0px;background-color:rgb(255,255,255);text-decoration-style:initial;text-decoration-color:initial;float:none;display:inline">:scream:<br/>
                                                    </span></span></p>
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                                              <p>rww<br/>
                                              </p>
                                              <div>On 10/1/20 8:55 PM,
                                                Robert Withers wrote:<br/>
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                                                <pre>The worst sort of person is one who takes the credit for the work of
another. Wouldn't you agree?

You may wish to hear John's judgement on the matter. He was right there
when it was first built.

If you are not humble you will be humiliated, and brought low.

rww

On 10/1/20 8:35 PM, tim Rowledge wrote:
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                                                  <blockquote type="cite">
                                                    <pre>On 2020-10-01, at 4:57 PM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev <a href="mailto:squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true"><squeak-dev@lists.squeakfoundation.org></a> wrote:

I am curious. Who was the original author of the VMMaker Tool?
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                                                  <pre>That would be me; back in exobox days. Written along with the original VMMaker and intended to be an example of clean, tidy, morphic usage. I've no idea if anyone ever uses it now, since running it via scripting has proven more valuable.


tim
--
tim Rowledge; <a href="mailto:tim@rowledge.org" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">tim@rowledge.org</a>; <a href="http://www.rowledge.org/tim" target="_blank" moz-do-not-send="true">http://www.rowledge.org/tim</a>
"Wibble" said Pooh the stress beginning to show.



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