<html><head><meta http-equiv="content-type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"></head><body dir="auto">Holy Holy Holy<div><br></div><div><a href="https://youtu.be/FNatNKgoWUM">https://youtu.be/FNatNKgoWUM</a></div><div><br></div><div>Bliss.</div><div><br></div><div><div>Iโll share some understanding I have about mental illness, a problematic growing pestilence in America. My heart breaks seeing so much suffering. Andsoi have learned a great deal over my own decades of suffering and ๐จ๐ช๐๐๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฎ, and it may benefit others to hear some wisdom. Iโm grateful for your allowances.</div><div><br></div><div>Poor mental health can be attributed to 3 aspects of oneโz personality.</div><div><br></div><div> 1) ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ต๐ผ๐ฝ๐ฒ, focused on negative outcomes.</div><div> 2) ๐๐ฒ๐น๐๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐: ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ด๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ-๐ถ๐บ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ, Just who do you think you are? Rumination results in the โDeath spiralโ or Flushing the spiritual toilet on the piece of shit you think you are. Through the glass darkly.</div><div> 3) ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป. Isolated without emotional support. Even active Persecution, Rejection, Ostracism, Oppression & Affliction. It happens. You are being sent the message, however subtly, that you are not welcome.</div><div><br></div><div>๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ is the common facet: ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ต๐ผ๐ฝ๐ฒ, ๐ด๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ-๐ถ๐บ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ & ๐๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป.</div><div><br></div><div>These ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ result in: </div><div> a) ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ฃ (especially the last, ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป)</div><div> b) ๐๐๐ฅ๐ง๐๐จ๐จ๐๐ค๐ฃ (the second, ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ด๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ-๐ถ๐บ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ)</div><div> c) ๐จ๐ช๐๐๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฎ (3rd, ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ต๐ผ๐ฝ๐ฒ)</div><div><br></div><div>So the Good Book instructs and guides us to address within, three things: </div><div> i) hold onto ๐ต๐ผ๐ฝ๐ฒ, stay hopeful more than any other thing. Trust the covenant, it will only get better.</div><div> ii) think highly of yourselves, have a ๐ด๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ-๐ถ๐บ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ, as you are baptized by water, fire and the Holy Spirit; You are now very special, now a child of God. He accepts you and cherishes you. You are LOVED! So donโt feel so bad for yourselves.</div><div> iii) be in congregation and pursue ๐๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป. Get networked. Bring God between you. Love one another.</div><div><br></div><div>So I pray this may provide some insight, if nothing else than what my trials and tribulations taught me over the decades. Suffering, indeed. Now Sanctified! All praise to the Most High!</div></div><div><br></div><div><div>Iโll share some understanding I have about mental illness, a problematic growing pestilence in America. My heart breaks seeing so much suffering. Andsoi have learned a great deal over my own decades of suffering and ๐จ๐ช๐๐๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฎ, and it may benefit others to hear some wisdom. Iโm grateful for your allowances.</div><div><br></div><div>Poor mental health can be attributed to 3 aspects of oneโz personality.</div><div><br></div><div> 1) ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ต๐ผ๐ฝ๐ฒ, focused on negative outcomes.</div><div> 2) ๐๐ฒ๐น๐๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐: ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ด๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ-๐ถ๐บ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ, Just who do you think you are? Rumination results in the โDeath spiralโ or Flushing the spiritual toilet on the piece of shit you think you are. Through the glass darkly.</div><div> 3) ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป. Isolated without emotional support. Even active Persecution, Rejection, Ostracism, Oppression & Affliction. It happens. You are being sent the message, however subtly, that you are not welcome.</div><div><br></div><div>๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ is the common facet: ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ต๐ผ๐ฝ๐ฒ, ๐ด๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ-๐ถ๐บ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ & ๐๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป.</div><div><br></div><div>These ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ result in: </div><div> a) ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ฃ (especially the last, ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป)</div><div> b) ๐๐๐ฅ๐ง๐๐จ๐จ๐๐ค๐ฃ (the second, ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ด๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ-๐ถ๐บ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ)</div><div> c) ๐จ๐ช๐๐๐๐๐๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฎ (3rd, ๐๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ต๐ผ๐ฝ๐ฒ)</div><div><br></div><div>So the Good Book instructs and guides us to address within, three things: </div><div> i) hold onto ๐ต๐ผ๐ฝ๐ฒ, stay hopeful more than any other thing. Trust the covenant, it will only get better.</div><div> ii) think highly of yourselves, have a ๐ด๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ-๐ถ๐บ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฒ, as you are baptized by water, fire and the Holy Spirit; You are now very special, now a child of God. He accepts you and cherishes you. You are LOVED! So donโt feel so bad for yourselves.</div><div> iii) be in congregation and pursue ๐๐ผ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฐ๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป. Get networked. Bring God between you. Love one another.</div><div><br></div><div>So I pray this may provide some insight, if nothing else than what my trials and tribulations taught me over the decades. Suffering, indeed. Now Sanctified! All praise to the Most High!</div></div><div><br></div><div><img src="cid:9E1F672E-60AD-415D-8869-1AB355324008" alt="image"></div><div><br></div><div>โโโโ///</div><div><br></div><div><a href="https://www.cnn.com/2022/10/07/politics/marijuana-legalization-ballot-midterm-elections/index.html?fbclid=IwAR00eeKpoNUSZnNbKBaTO1gDzBbg1meGHkUVAMhNi4xSkZaT6TpJ__8bkyE">https://www.cnn.com/2022/10/07/politics/marijuana-legalization-ballot-midterm-elections/index.html?fbclid=IwAR00eeKpoNUSZnNbKBaTO1gDzBbg1meGHkUVAMhNi4xSkZaT6TpJ__8bkyE</a></div><div><br></div><div><div>Indeed, Senators, Rights to Pursuit if Happiness, Liberty, & Life mean anything anymore. Where is HONOR to be found, Gentlemean? </div><div><br></div><div>Originalists, my diarrheatic ass! </div><div><br></div><div>Oops, Constipated, Again! </div><div><br></div><div>Senators, you just have to let it all goโฆthe kabal must give it upโฆ</div><div><br></div><div>โฆgo read OurWall (โฆforthcoming metaverse </div><div><br></div><div>#๐ช๐ฎ๐น๐น๐๐ถ๐ป๐๐๐ฎ๐ป๐๐๐ถ๐ฎ๐๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด๐ฃ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด</div><div><br></div><div>โ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐น๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฆ๐ถ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐โ</div><div>#<๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐ป๐ณ๐ฬ๐ต๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐น๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ . .. โฆ. โโฆ^,^></div><div>#<๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐ป๐ณ๐ฬ๐ต๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐น๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ . .. โฆ. โโฆ^,^></div><div>#<๐๐ถ๐ฒ๐๐ป๐ณ๐ฬ๐ต๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐น๐น๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐๐น๐น๐ฒ๐ . .. โฆ. โโฆ^,^></div><div><br></div><div>#๐๐ข๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ก๐ผ๐๐ถ๐ณ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐ต๐ฒ๐ต</div><div><br></div><div>โโโโโ-</div><div><br></div><div>https://youtu.be/L3M0uTIt3zA</div><div><br></div><div>Stop your lying Senators! Schedule 1 my ass!</div><div><br></div><div>[The bottom line is: Supporting recreational marijuana is a political winner. Politicians may be apprehensive about changing the law, but their votersโ overall stance is clear.]</div><div><br></div><div>\\\โโโโ-</div><br><div dir="ltr"><div><br></div>โ<br><div><div id="protonmail_signature_block" class="protonmail_signature_block" style="outline: none;"><div style="outline: none;"><div style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Have a good one; keep it, light.</span></div><div style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Kindly,<br></span></div><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">rabbit<br>. .. โฆ โโฆ^,^</span></div><div style="outline: none;"><pre class="tw-data-text tw-text-large JgzqYd RES9jf tw-ta" data-placeholder="Translation" id="tw-target-text" dir="ltr" style="line-height: 32px; border: none; padding: 10px 0.14em 10px 0px; position: relative; margin-top: -10px; margin-bottom: -10px; resize: none; overflow: hidden; width: 343px; word-wrap: break-word;"><span class="Y2IQFc" lang="de" style="white-space: normal; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><font face="UICTFontTextStyleBody">๐๐๐๐๐๐</font></span></pre></div></div><div class="signature_br" style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><Way of the Squeak></span></div><div class="signature_br" style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div><div id="protonmail_mobile_signature_block" style="outline: none; min-height: 40px;"><div style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Sent from Callisto House Mobile </span></div><div style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">:: decentralized mobile homeless solutions</span></div><div style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div><div style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div></div></div></div><div dir="ltr"><br><blockquote type="cite">On Oct 10, 2022, at 11:18, rabbit <rabbit@callistohouse.org> wrote:<br><br></blockquote></div><blockquote type="cite"><div dir="ltr">๏ปฟ<meta http-equiv="content-type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><blockquote type="cite"><div dir="ltr"><div id="protonmail_mobile_signature_block" style="outline: none; min-height: 40px;">On Oct 10, 2022, at 11:03, rabbit <rabbit@callistohouse.org> wrote:</div></div></blockquote><div dir="ltr"><blockquote type="cite"><br></blockquote></div><blockquote type="cite"><div dir="ltr">๏ปฟ<meta http-equiv="content-type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8">C-PTSD is not for nothing. It was not without its soul-price (coin).<div><br></div><div>What? Am I in Avernus? Oh hell! Not again!</div><div><br></div><div>Been there done that. It got very old, very quickly. So I quit my tour-guide job and got the hell out of that place! Someone elseโs turn! Be damned, Firewood! Thereโs a job for youโฆ<div><br></div><div><span style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">You got 50ยข? How about a Dime?</span><br></div></div></div></blockquote><div><br></div>Hey, I got a Dime for you, little boss!<div><br></div><div>Sheโs laughing! <div><image.png></div><br>Now Sheโs LaughingโฆHave you ever had Holy Laughter? Holy Laughter is from the Devil, thereโs only One!</div><div><br></div><div><div><image.png></div><br><blockquote type="cite"><div dir="ltr"><div><div><div dir="ltr"><div><br></div>โ<br><div><div id="protonmail_signature_block" class="protonmail_signature_block" style="outline: none;"><div style="outline: none;"><div style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Have a good one; keep it, light.</span></div><div style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Kindly,<br></span></div><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">rabbit<br>. .. โฆ โโฆ^,^</span></div><div style="outline: none;"><pre class="tw-data-text tw-text-large JgzqYd RES9jf tw-ta" data-placeholder="Translation" id="tw-target-text" dir="ltr" style="line-height: 32px; border: none; padding: 10px 0.14em 10px 0px; position: relative; margin-top: -10px; margin-bottom: -10px; resize: none; overflow: hidden; width: 343px; word-wrap: break-word;"><span class="Y2IQFc" lang="de" style="white-space: normal; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><font face="UICTFontTextStyleBody">๐๐๐๐๐๐</font></span></pre></div></div><div class="signature_br" style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><Way of the Squeak></span></div><div class="signature_br" style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div><div id="protonmail_mobile_signature_block" style="outline: none; min-height: 40px;"><div style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Sent from Callisto House Mobile </span></div><div style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">:: decentralized mobile homeless solutions</span></div><div style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div><div style="outline: none;"><span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div></div></div></div><div dir="ltr"><br><blockquote type="cite">On Oct 10, 2022, at 10:52, rabbit <rabbit@callistohouse.org> wrote:<br><br></blockquote></div><blockquote type="cite"><div dir="ltr">๏ปฟ<meta http-equiv="content-type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><div dir="ltr"><blockquote type="cite">On Oct 10, 2022, at 10:39, rabbit <rabbit@callistohouse.org> wrote:<br><br></blockquote></div><blockquote type="cite"><div dir="ltr">๏ปฟ<meta http-equiv="content-type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"><div style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><div dir="ltr"><div dir="ltr" style="caret-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); color: rgb(255, 255, 255); -webkit-text-size-adjust: none;"><blockquote type="cite" style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">On Oct 10, 2022, at 09:52, rabbit <rabbit@callistohouse.org> wrote:</blockquote><div dir="ltr"><blockquote type="cite"><br></blockquote></div><blockquote type="cite" style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><div dir="ltr">๏ปฟ<div dir="ltr"><blockquote type="cite"></blockquote></div></div></blockquote><div dir="ltr" style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><div dir="ltr"><blockquote type="cite">On Oct 9, 2022, at 18:56, Jakob Reschke <jakres+squeak@gmail.com> wrote:<br><br></blockquote></div></div><blockquote type="cite" style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><div dir="ltr"><blockquote type="cite"><div dir="ltr"><div dir="ltr"><div class="gmail_quote">Sure why not. If I wanted to keep anything that I share here secret, I would not share it here. ;-) </div></div></div></blockquote><div><br></div>Secrets are overrated. Causes potential paranoia; will destroy ya! ;-)</div></blockquote><div id="AppleMailSignature" dir="ltr"></div></div></div></div><br class="Apple-interchange-newline" style="caret-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); color: rgb(0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">Turns out my paranoia and delusions that I was being ostracized, excluded, rejected by this community for my Beloved Squeak were NOT wrong! Fucking drove me to serious suicide attempts. </div></blockquote><div><br></div>I do not exaggerate. Injecting 900 units of fast acting insulin is not a good idea!<div><br></div><div>This all caused my heart to bleed through my eyes! My heart was broken. ๐ญ<div><blockquote type="cite"><div dir="ltr"><div><div><blockquote type="cite"><div dir="ltr"><div><blockquote type="cite"><div dir="ltr">
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