[squeak-dev] [Vm-dev] ptsd rage

Charlie Robbats charlie.robbats at gmail.com
Mon Dec 19 23:48:49 UTC 2016

Alright, one more sad observation. Of all the Law Enforcement violence, 
either perpetrated by LEOs against citizens or by citizens against LEOs, 
in all cases I am aware or recall having heard, all of these involve 
police officers. No violence, or very little, is perpetrated against or 
by Sheriff Deputies. As counties are a good and proper and consistent 
scope of crime administration, regardless of the density, police ought 
to report to the Sheriffs and let's put and end to broken windows policy 
and discriminatory enforcement. Police are always in our shit, and have 
their egos to boot. Sheriff Deputies, by comparison, are laid back and 
easy to talk to. They engage the public in respect, without attitude.

Bob didn't shoot the deputy.

On 12/17/2016 10:11 PM, Charlie Robbats wrote:
> Last bit, a mantra: Crime & Punishment creates massive mental illness 
> in our society. Ask the Russians.
> On 12/17/2016 10:05 PM, Charlie Robbats wrote:
>> Well, my paranoia is kicking. I spoke too broadly of police, I have 
>> interacted with many and they do a lot of good. A bad apple spoils 
>> the whatever and their code of silence allows for that sort of rot. I 
>> tell it straight, because they monitor the list. I pissed them off! 
>> Do you think it passed the sanity test that cops run all street drugs 
>> with their felon database in hand? Damn! All those Fellas are going 
>> to turn and bite their masters' hand, you watch! Stacking these grown 
>> men like Twinkies in overcrowded prisons. There is a debt that needs 
>> to be paid and the righteous are those in prison on a bunch of 
>> bullshit paper.  Vive la revolucion! Ok, sorry I went political. I am 
>> done.
>> On 12/17/2016 9:49 PM, Charlie Robbats wrote:
>>> I am sad with you in your diagnosis. I get that too, the blues. I 
>>> get high if I am holding and listen to "Kind of Blue" or deep house 
>>> or reggae.  Some X would be good, but herbage is my mainstay to drop 
>>> my constant threat mode (hypervigilence). I do not want a repeat of 
>>> what happened! Unfortunately I drive people away to make sure of 
>>> that. I appreciate your alls kindness. I wanted to share a solid 
>>> explanation of why I am such a dick at times. I flip to active 
>>> threat mode, I struggle to control this. It doesn't help that the 
>>> police have been stalking me for 2 years, I am all caught up in 
>>> their noise. Don't believe a word of their truthfulness. The blue 
>>> wall of silence breaks God's commandment thou shalt not bear false 
>>> witness. Police violate that daily, protecting their brothers who 
>>> shoot unarmed black men in the back and claim they are fearing for 
>>> their lives. Really? No, really? Well, that is a different story. 
>>> That just freaking triggers me. And my opinion makes me their 
>>> target. At least in my C-PTSD befuddled mind.
>>> Be well all!

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