I am completely convinced that I was assassinated, with prejudice, in 2000. I worked at Exobox, with John as my fantastic, incredible mentor, the best, until November 2000 (I think) when Exobox went away. My fault with the failing networking code. :(((

I did the entire, completely functional VMMakerTool September, into October of 2000. That means the timestamps were altered; somebody added a year. Hmmm. Ask the Hon. John Sarkela. John asked me to demonstrate the tool to tim. tim asked for my code.

I was assassinated.

On 10/1/20 10:38 PM, Robert Withers wrote:

> :sob::sob::sob:
>
> On 10/1/20 10:34 PM, Robert Withers wrote:
>
>> I wrote to the #general Squeak Slack channel:
>>
>>> What a complete larcenous bastard. 20 years ago, this month, published it as his own work. And been against me ever since. My CPTSD (100% veteran service-connected) comes with an exquisitely sensitive deception meter. There are those who shunned me and ostracized me and made me feel MOST UNWELCOME. For 20 years. My delusions kick in and I start suspecting back channel communications against me. My love for Squeak conflicted with what I knew was happening. but I hung in there and worked on Cryptography, work with a group of great people and that I am satisfied with its added value to Squeak. For 20 years I KNEW people were against me in the community. I cannot describe how negatively this affected me. My third suicide attempt, in 2007 I jumped off the roof of a 6 story apartment building and broke my back along with many bones. God did not want me to die, yet, so I lived. This deception and ostracism is most well highlighted by the taking credit for my work, without attribution. He is a complete tool. SHAME!
>>>
>>> I do not know the degree to which he spoke against me. Iimagineit was ever since 2000. Delusions! What is real? I knew not. So much torment! AGONY! They do not welcome me! They are trying to chase me off! Good grief, Charlie Brown.
>>>
>>> Severely exacerbated my CPTSD! I kept trying to kill myself because of it! I thought I had done something egregiously wrong. Whatever it was it had to be my fault. I was not feeling the love, even from myself.
>>>
>>> :scream:
>>>
>>> :scream:
>>>
>>> In 2017, 900 units of insulin brought my blood glucose below 40. I almost succeeded that time.
>>>
>>> :scream:
>>
>> rww
>>
>> On 10/1/20 8:55 PM, Robert Withers wrote:
>>
>>> The worst sort of person is one who takes the credit for the work of
>>> another. Wouldn't you agree?
>>>
>>> You may wish to hear John's judgement on the matter. He was right there
>>> when it was first built.
>>>
>>> If you are not humble you will be humiliated, and brought low.
>>>
>>> rww
>>>
>>> On 10/1/20 8:35 PM, tim Rowledge wrote:
>>>
>>>>> On 2020-10-01, at 4:57 PM, Robert Withers via Squeak-dev
>>>>> [<squeak-dev at lists.squeakfoundation.org>](mailto:squeak-dev at lists.squeakfoundation.org)
>>>>> wrote:
>>>>>
>>>>> I am curious. Who was the original author of the VMMaker Tool?
>>>>
>>>> That would be me; back in exobox days. Written along with the original VMMaker and intended to be an example of clean, tidy, morphic usage. I've no idea if anyone ever uses it now, since running it via scripting has proven more valuable.
>>>>
>>>> tim
>>>> --
>>>> tim Rowledge;
>>>> tim at rowledge.org
>>>> ;
>>>> http://www.rowledge.org/tim
>>>> "Wibble" said Pooh the stress beginning to show.
>>
>> --
>> K, r
>
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> K, r

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